Doraemon

Monday, July 25, 2011

my 20 days of short internship is over. though i did not even complete the full 20 days to be exact. lolz.
i think i am kind of not very lucky this period.

i am been facing many tiny health issues that moves around the different parts of my body.
after struggling a few days with my foot, yesterday something came into my eye.
i hope it will recover soon. it is just unknown to the problems with my whole health system this year.
hopefully it will turn better.

internship was really a very short stint.
i wouldnt say that i manage to get a full experience of school life
but it kinda of made me more certain that this is what i want to do.
not 100% of course; but at least i am not rejecting it. lolz.
it is kind of fun to interact with students in general, teachers in general and the school management in general.
so within 1 big compound, u get to meet people all of walks of life.
isnt that quite a nice thing?
lolz.
i had really good friends too. really nice ppl that i met.

because of this internship,
i was kept rather (in fact extremely busy), kept occupied for quite some time.
so i had nothing else on my mind.
in fact i wouldnt say totally nothing,
but just that working made me see more things that i anticipate in the future.

of course i am not a fortune teller of any kind.
but to a certain extent, what will probably happen in the near future
let me reflect on the things i have done.
whether the right or wrong decisions have ever been made in life.

i guess some routes are tough to take.
or a challenge to move on.
we still need to walk across afterall.

there are just certain things in life
that i ought to give it a miss
or probably never get involved with.
i guess a gd friend of mine would say that i am deluding myself.
once again. lol.
such that i am so tired and worn out.

i guess there are people who knows me well enough.
but even if no one does, i don't blame them or i don't really bother. in fact.
i just need to ensure that whatever i am doing is right.
in my perspective.

so moving on to the future.
i guess there would be 1 thing i will never want to be involve in.
at least i can promise myself that quite certainly.

不懂就不要装懂。
不了解就不要装了解。
如果自己都没有信心
又何必拖累别人呢？

i am apologetic to the people around me who has been once
hurt by the times when i put things into actions too quickly.
without thinking of the consequences.

所以，我真的怕了。
所以，我想要继续往我原有的方向前进。
或许偶尔会觉得。肯定会觉得。有一些缺憾。
但人生何尝是完美的？
总不能太贪心。
因此，我领悟了。
我也知道了。

2 more weeks of holidays.
i will be reaDy for school.
it is sucH a lonG time...
and so manY things have haPpened
within this 8 long months of hoLidayS.

够了。
还真的不需要休息这么久。
也庆幸休息了这么久。
让我学习到在大学里学不到的东西。

smile always
take care
(yaNxing)2011

Sweet-ed <3

8:50 AM