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Friday, December 25, 2009

it is getting harder to type entries.
especially you know that the whole world can read it after typing, so you will probably hide some within yourselves. but i hate the fact that we have to conceal so many things in our lives. it can be quite a tough challenge to deal with.

2009 is coming to an end. one more week to a brand new year.
i am actually looking forward to 2010. and just because it is a nice number. ha.

2009 is the year when i become 21, but i don't feel 21.
but just as every year goes by, is it true that our energy level decreases? lolz. i hope this is not true because earli 20's should be the "prime age" in terms of energy level? lolz.

there are so many things that i want to say. but. there are so many things that are stopping me. it gets to my throat and falls back again. this feeling is irritating. i guess that is 1 responsibility we have to learn as we grow older. that we can't always express what we want to say. of coz, i mean freedom of speech, there is nothing wrong wif that, but we must think of the consequences at times too. (so u just have a lot of OS!) lolz~~~

christmas was fun. it is always the people that makes me happy. = ) sometimes i wonder how long such annual events can last....(i mean if we were to carry on @ age 60....it will be like??? 10 ppl in the old folks home?) lolz.

2010. i wish i have a space of my own. i wish that i have some peace. i wish to continue to have what i have. i wish to be myself and stay happy and that everyone who knows me is happy (oops. i hope this doesn't sound fake ok.)

smile always
take care

Sweet-ed <3
8:49 AM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

15th december. i have had 2 weeks of holidays.
to put it simply, i admit that this 2 weeks had not been too rewarding. (not rewarding in the sense that i did nothing to improve my IQ. haha. been slacking a lot. )

but i have effectively been doing nothing much after the last paper. cause the terror of the last paper still has a dramatic impact on me. i am like.......i hope i am not waiting for something bad. ha. (anyway, if you don't understand what i am trying to say, it just shows that my english is really quite bad.) hahaha. i have done some things but i am not sure whether it is worth it cause they are al long-term plans.


probably it is time to pack up and move on.


may all be fine and well.

smile always
take care

Sweet-ed <3
6:09 AM

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

家里的人会有 ”金“贴在脸上。。。哈。

3 个月的时间,我发现原来我那么无法和人好好沟通。这样的相处之道,我好像永远学不会。

让我自己更失望的是,我并没有努力地鞭策自己。当我知道我该好好努力的时候,竟然会花时间去看电视。哈哈。但我不否认,这段旅程在过程中是有一些寂寞的。就好像很想去相信一个人, 这种信任很容易地就被瓦解了。或者是我自己的保护色太强了吧。

但现在的我在学府里,或许与世无争是最好的吧。做好自己的本分,努力地不去胡思乱想,不说别人的是非,不去妒忌别人的成就。 但真的有一些难, 所以我还在努力地学习,希望有一天自己能够不被这些外界的因素影响。

我记得很小的时候我的阿姨让我看了3 个小和尚--不听,不看,不说--我何时能够达到这样的心态呢?幸好一路以来在我差一点就快越界时,总有人会在我身边听我说一说这些埋怨。我的阿姨总会说“为什么要被这么多的压力绑着呢?--的确,我不想被自己绑死。要对自己好一些,或许也要对别人好一些。




smile always
take care

Sweet-ed <3
10:35 AM