Saturday, February 24, 2007
okie...seriousli dunno what to blog...but i thought i still need to since i was not ard home for a few days....my blog seemed to sound a bit pessimistic.....actualli i am fine but probably because of the fact that i am still lost at where i am at this period when most of them have oredi adjusted to this mentality. week 7......no more outfield FINALLY. something to be relieved about. well, but hopefulli week 7 would be a gd one with so many events coming up and scheduling. yupz. i guess i just have to learn how to take things step by step and that some things in life are meant to set in, so i just got to jolly well learn to accept it. it needs to be sunk into my head. there are many out there who are also facing the same obstacles as me....so why not just go through it? hahaz....i have decided to queue for the DONUT FACTORY liao after week 7 is over. i guess what i am more afraid is the fear within ME. SOC, AGR, i am afraid of failures. afraid of being reprimanded, afraid of so many corporal punishments.....but i guess this is just part and parcel of it. i realli need to stay OPTIMISTIC. i guess i will learn it. but just a bit more slower than the OTHERS.
more to be updated next week