this week and last week had been well, i would say, quite a hectic week. my complexion is going downslope once again. *argh*...and that is really because of interrupted sleep and probably loads of mental stress. seriousli, i can't be stress. once that happens, my hormones would al go into wrong pieces.
***aniwae, i attended my 1st funeral in since i am born. a lot of things to do. i realise. or probably because it is my religion. there are some rules you can't break. erz...but i have seriousli broken a few...but for 1 thing i don't understand, why are we always onli nice to ppl when they are like...???hmmz. i guess i am trapped inside this kind of warped idea too. but i still give my basic respect and ya, try my best to follow as much as possible. a tinge of sadness did came down...but i was just wondering was it because of the atmosphere or am i really feeling sad. eRz. and well, my dad is back. so things start to change a bit here and there. sometimes even making me feel tensed up...***
***went out this saturday (which is today)...with my clique. erZ...it was veri fun because we went to this place with golf called liliputt...it might sound childish but okie la, quite new and interesting. though a bit tired after that, it was fun to take photos as if we are tourists. hahaz.
i discreetly did something that i could not have done. hahaz. because it was already half-way planned. photos to be uploaded...and that is i went for my friend's birthday! (my clique de...!) but it is not the exact date...hahaz. so shld be okie. it was mervy's celebration and this is a snap shot a group photo...just one! this is what i call simple happiness. just by going out with them. = )