Saturday, October 29, 2005
yesterday was one of the worst scenarios that made a new lesson occur.
<--life is always unpredictable. u don't know what happen to u the next moment. yesterday was the release of results in my school. okie. a bit disappointed but shld blame myself also cause i did not put in much more efforts compared to my mid-year. so, to compensate for it, i think i will realli not just play the whole hols. most probably get into gear by midst or end november, and ya, start assignment and revision. but at this time, having fun seemed to be the priority. hahax.
sometimes i think a test can reali create havoc in people's life. realli bad. from O levels to promos, thing have always never been going great for my friends. i don't know why. just wondering whether i brought the bad luck? hahax. our class was going a bit dotx tat day. after the honour roll results came out, principal talk finishes, we went to our CT classes. den bad news came one and one rolling....
(a) GP teacher leaving
(b) Our CT teacher not teaching us anymore
i tot tat was bad enough....cox teachers kept changing...den the next bad news came.....our class got ppl did not do so well for promos and got pulled down. hmmx...den the sadness came. it was not so deep initially. it was when the our CT teacher who was going away next year asked us how we felt in this class. den started to ask about whether we made ani gd friends...he asked me whether how i felt, den i just said okie lo. i didn't know what to say. 1 year seemed too fast. realli too fast for us to understand the class. just like what Xiao Ying said " ge ren shi hen hao, ke shi not united"....quite agree still. (ok, i side track) so the atmosphere got more sad and sad and when one girl from my class suddneli breakdown, the next 3 finally cannot take it and cried. as for my clique, except for me, the rest were crying. it was not becox i didn't want to cry...or whatever. i jux did not at that moment. crying would not have helped me. or was it because i didn't know what to feel?hahax.
<--i guess it is always when something bad realli happens then the whole class realli gets united. is this a blessing in disguise? but the sacrifice seemed to be too big for it to happen. ppl start to sms me and ask me abt how my clique ppl is doing. that is actualli a gd sign. actually, our class is veri concern abt one another de. but, i realli hope this is not only for 3mins and that it did not arrive too late. i realli don't know what to say to those "victims" but what i just want to say is that the world still revolves lo. i noe that this is a HARD FACT. but this is REALITY. except for that, i realli don't know what else to say. some ppl might say mabi i haven went thru such torment so i don't know. BUT i can just say "XIAN SHI" is like that de ba. can we do anitink much? i don't know. i rather stand aside and let the person cry out loud. at least she forgets all her problem. at that moment.
-->next wednsday my class got outing. i do hope that it will be great and memoriable one. just that i hope i don't cry that day. haX. later it becomes too touching. ( :)
<--holidays le...time to contact my secondary sch friends whom i have lost contact this yr. even those who are in the same school as me. some friends whom i shld take an effort to mantain a gd friendship and worth cherishing. i just tried to kept one friendship going on todae. my happie rebel gang is still going strong and we will stay foreva even if problems come about, right? hahax.
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