Thursday, May 31, 2007
-->i have been trying to keep myself as busy as possible; so that i won't have anitime to think of anitink, probabli tat is the best way to keep myself awake and optimistic. but sometimes things just doesn't go the way you want, and obviously we can't always expect it to follow our way. we are not the masters of the world, after all.
-->Watched SHREK 3! it was wonderfully funny! hahaz. i wouldn't want to mention the details cause you should catch it yourself. though it is quite short probabli 92 mins, but if u tink u had just got one day of accusations and unfairness from some others, this show would definiteli make you forget a bad day that you might have. a show that might make you get out of reality for 92 mins. one bad thing abt watching such shows is that at the end you need to tell yourself you are not living in that kinda of world...which is quite sad unfortunately...my auntie once told me that we all come down to live in this world. and that will be onli ONCE. since we cannot change this fact, why not take this as a tour and make the best of it?
-->So i am seriousli trying to learn her words and be more positive. being negative is veri tiring actualli. thinking too far ahead is a torture. at least for me, it is now. whether or not wat might happen the next second, i just want to cherish the present.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
time realli flies, that fast 1/2 a year is going to end.
i am actualli amused by how i came over all this too. though it is indeed tough.
well, todae we celebrated mervy's bdae!
i hope he feels gd abt it, though it was realli simple and nth much. but ya...aniwae HAPPY EARLY B'DAE!
finalli saw jocelyn!
she is still duh same...hahaz, optimistic and friendly and nice.
the birthdae was okie i guess...but i thought it could be better if the celebration was on 31st instead...
but never mind, i guess it is the events that are more impt...
okie, i am typing this in a veri rush manner.
so don mind
i am not feeling too fine at this moment.
may we all do our best.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
49 more mins and 20th may officially ends.
what am i suppose to look forward next?
actualli...i am not too sure also.
today had dinner with sandy, yl, mervy. though simple, but it was quite meaningful cox we did talk quite a bit. hahaz. went to sing in the afternoon too. this year's celebration is quite : ) for me because it is simple yet meaningful in every bit. though 2 days this time round passed as if it was only 2 hours, but it is really veri memoriable already. to think i have actually celebrated 19 years of my birthday..or did i not?
loads of people to thank.
my family and my wonderful siblings,
my friends especially rebel
the loveli grp of interact club ppl who would always remember my b'dae
my jc class and clique who are realli gd and nice pplz.
and those who have made me learn a lesson from them one way or another...
aniwae, why am i writing all this out of a sudden?
i think i am already very happy..
so happy that probably any upsetting moment could just destroy me.
okie...i should be more optimistic.
but i realli treasure the ppl i mentioned.
so that makes me....
well, silly me.
when life has nothing more to look forward to,
it is not easy to walk and move on.
seemed to be the onli motivation?
aniwae, i didn't rcv anitink to do with doraemon this yr.
and i was actualli quite disappointed. hahaz.
i dunno why too
so i went to buy something related to doraemon for my birthdae this year.
probabli it has followed me for so long...
when my aunite bought the 1st ever watermelon doraemon keychain for me...
and it has been with me for 9 years...
i need a space to breathe.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
it is now 1235am now...
and it is 20th MAY! and i am so : ) hahaz.
it has a wonderful early birthday celebration.
all started in 18th may first where i celebrated with jc clique @ white tangerine in kovan...okie la...veri nan de tat we get to meet also...then crapped a lot...they gave me a bottle and a shirt and a veri cute card! actualli i think it is quite well-done especially the doors and their messages...hmmz. realli appreciate tat much!
19th may was another celebration with REBEL. and seriousli I AM VERI HAPPY! hahaz. cox it has been so long since i see all 9 (cox jocelyn is still in china and she will be back 1 day later!) hahaz...yup.much thanks to them that all of them actually came. seriousli, that is so much more impt than anything else. hahaz. so i am realli happy. i don't know, but i just feel that it is veri nan de...initialli had food at M.O.F (Ministry of Food)...the food there is damn nice. that is all i can SAY. hahaz. got 7 ppl at first la. then chit-chatted and they got me to change to another shirt that they bought. haz. afterwhich we went to giraffe which is a place with veri wonderful ambience where each of us ordered a cocktail. jm and ll came and all 9 of us were there! hahaz. i think the cocktail i ordered tasted the worst hahaz...and it was like the heaviest type. mel was abt to be drunk baz...hahaz...den mervy and jm face is red like anything....somemore the waiter even wanted to "da shan"jiamin...hahaz..took loads and loads of photos...i think i did not miss out anyone in any grp photos? hahaz...gt me a fruit cake too! by the time we finished our drinks and crapped for a moment, time already ticked to around 1045pm...i just feel very glad and very touched that we are still one no matter what happens. hmmz. i guess this is what friendship is all about. more importantly, i really thank them much for such a simple yet meaningful celebration! as for me, i do hope this year will be a good year ahead especially to my family and friends. guess i will be soon organising the next birthdae? hahaz...then have to look for ideas within 1 wks time! and jocelyn is coming back too! and 10 of us will be able to meet again! woohoo!!!
indeed the last day of 18 has been veri special. it marked the end of my JC education with the collection of my rewards and SGC and a group of wonderful friends that celebrated my birthday...always there to move me on.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
it is 2145 hrs now...
going to book in at 2330 hours
hopefully this week will be finez...
i know i will be alright.
i just realised todae is mother's day.
probably that is the reason why she is so hot-tempered today.
or maybe not.
i think i wll be finez.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
hmmz. indeed learning is something hard.
be it academically, physically, socially, mentally...
Learning is a never-ending and unpredictable process.
18 is going to end for me soon and i am going to say hello to 19 very soon.
actually i don't know what i am typing also.
just think that everyone has their own stories.
that can be a learning experience for us.
"learn lessons from others""...sounds familiar...haz.
am i realli OK
i don't know.
but hopefully YES.
i know that there are many people supporting me.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
Friday, May 04, 2007
那 19 岁 呢?