Doraemon

Saturday, March 31, 2007

终于有时间好好整理自己的思绪了.

在每一个人的人生里
总会有快乐与不快乐的时候
人生嘛
有高潮
也有低潮
我想或许自己正面临这样的阶段吧

失去了方向感
没有了中心点
默默地往前走
任由时间支配

的确
累了
忘了
泪了

看见朋友勉强地微笑着
从前的快乐
已经飞往哪儿
我们却只能继续加油着

慢慢
或许
我们会懂得
这只是成长中一段无法避免的路程
虽然辛苦
虽然各自都面对不同的挑战
但因为朋友之间互相鼓励
家人的慰问
所以我们

努力了
坚持了
理解了
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wanted to continue in chinese, but then because it is not giving me a good time. so just use back my limited vocab english to continue....

well, i realise GROWING UP IS HARD.
if there are so many years that i have lived,
why must this year be the hardest one after all?
is it because when we grow older, we have more troubles?
Or simply because we think too much?
But because we grow older,
we learn to be more trueful,
we learn to love our loved ones.
but TIME always take all this away.

TIME
always ticks fast when we are njoying
and always drags when we are feeling terrible.
it is just something pyschological....yes!
but tell me do you really accept that as a reason?
even if it is true, do you want to accept it?

most importantly,
we just need to stay STRONG
and HAPPY.
no matter what comes over,
DEFEAT ALL FORMS OF TROUBLE
AND WELCOME
HAPPINESS.....

保持微笑
smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3

10:22 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

hmmz....finalli a next part of a chapter has started...

all of us must stay strong, especially those who are facing an even tougher challenge.
i realise how strong rebel can be suddenly and how united we are.

we all need to be strong ya?
PRESS ON.

smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3

8:13 AM

hmmz....finalli a next part of a chapter has started...

all of us must stay strong, especially those who are facing an even tougher challenge.
i realise how strong rebel can be suddenly and how united we are.

we all need to be strong ya?
PRESS ON.

smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3

8:13 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

*646*
a number to remember.

tml marks the beginning of a new beginning, continuing my own story with my own handwriting. don't know what is waiting for me, but will just move ahead. this is the path i have chosen, so well, i should take it with my own hands. hopefully everything will be fine.
with more to be updated.
and good luck to all my friends who are also beginning this journey.

*646*
we will all remember.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3

8:15 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

till now, i still think that the world is fair. as in when u are given something, u will be taken away something. in some way or another, it is balanced. really want to type in chinese for this entry but because it will realli take too much time, so might as well keep it to times where i am realli veri free and well, feel like doing so.

the world seemed to become more ridiculous in many ways....well, is it because we have grown older, our perspective are wider, so we see more and hence to such conclusions? Indeed, i realise that it is not easy to be a growing teenager. there are some things that i realli want to share over here but well it just seemed too impossible.

life is just about accomodating sometimes. but not always that often too. probably one day she will come to her senses. or even if she does not, she might regret whatever she is doing now. i don't know what can happiness mean. but if happiness is to be tensed up everytime u see someone, if happiness is to see how your closed ones become closer with others, if that is the happiness that people are seeking for, finez. nothing to say. probably she will always think i am just an ikan billis who will never react. but i am just simply giving my respect. somethings are simply too big an issue to be bothered. if things are meant to be this way, probably there will be a solution somehow...whatever it is, i just hope things will turn for its best. and those destroyers who like to ruin people's happiness can just stay away from us. i realli don understand why there are stupid people who likes to come into such complicated situations when things are already bad enough.

it is not easy to forgive someone.
indeed. when someone made a terrible mistake in life.
or when you get too disappointed with someone.
that you are too lazy to be bothered.
some people say to forgive is being magnimous.
maybe i am not that after all.

but the positive aspect would be
they are real lessons
that teach me not to move to such stray paths.

smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3

11:18 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

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maybe someone would want to tell me what is my direction NOW. growing up is something experienced once a lifetime. so sometimes, being happy and contented is realli important to keep yourself going and moving with the society. indeed, the world is not that beautiful afterall. But then we need to change another angle or perception such that it becomes beautiful to us. It is hard but we are all learning things the hard way. isn't it?

it takes sometime to realise sometimes who is good to you, what is the world like. it feels funny to be on 18 and going 19. a period where you start to ponder abour ur future, to ponder abt ur problems, to ponder abt so much and that much....probably the hardest transistion ani teenager would face. but then since it is only once a lifetime, we just need to go through it ONCE! hahaz. must be more optmistic de.

>>>i don't know where my future is heading me to. probably something defined. probably something unknown. but for whatever reason it is going to be, i realise i need to be dependent of myself and no one else. probably turn into people whom i trust when i feel upset, depressed, anxious or wadever. but i guess that will take time...step by step as we learn...

>>>the road is tough, no one says it is going to be smooth, but we just got to make the best out of it. times to be happy, times to go wild, times to relax......i don't like to think abt tml now, for todae seemed more impt. just want to stay happy. that's all.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3

7:36 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

woohoo! ended ended! BMT has finalli ended! but i actualli start to miss it a bit....and i am actualli feeling so touched and grateful about it.....i didnt know time could pass so fast.....I am just very happy at least i am finalli rewarded with the block leave and i cant tink of anitink else besides how to spend it....hahaz.

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Just want to stay happy everidae that is my motto life. back home. things didnt change for the better seriousli from what i observe. there is even a sense of irritation and frustration that hides itself at everi corner. but i am seriousli not going to be bothered abt all this. but that doesnt mean i am going to HECK care.......

but i just want a simple and contented life. with the people i trust living in my own world. just dont move out of the box for i will retaliate strongly. i know i am easy to be bullied but that does not mean i am there to be eaten away and attacked. feigning ignorance is something i could probably do now to make myself feel happier. be it whatever happens in duh end, whether this family will still carry on, whether or whatever.........

i just want to be happy!

: )
smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3

7:55 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

i don't know how time has passed. but looking back, 2 years of JC life has realli flown away and i realli dunno how it had went then. but i am realli grateful to that mani people for that 2 years. i am glad that i did not disappoint myself and my family...i realli did it. while this milestone has finally stopped, another one is on its progress.... i do hope it will be as fine as this. just another 10 more days before i get my break. and i am really going to begin what is installed for me. be it what will take place and set in to my future days, there are simply too many people i need to thank. because of them, no matter how emotional i get at each period, especially this few months, i am able to bring myself up again. indeed, life is full of challenges. because of that, we need to stay strong and happy. who says being an incoming adult is easy? .....we just got to learn every step we take.

but for now, i know i am realli thankful to that many people. though i am going to book in soon in probably another 15 hours or lesser.....but i know i will need to stay : ) .....for the same motivation and people will keep me moving.........

smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3

10:04 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

well, it seemed that just another 15 hours, something eventful is going to happen. probably will affect my future and definiteli myself. i hope it will go finez. while this is the longest book out i have ever had, it is also the most eventful and special bookout. i hOpE that everything will realli turn out okie.

to be updated in 24 hrs time.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3

8:57 AM