Wednesday, December 27, 2006
todae is 27th december
2 days after christmas. feeling strange. hmmz. well just i don't know how to sae also. hAz.
at a point where i don't know what i am doing for what reason for what purpose. well, don't realli want to think of the past cause it will make me a bit upset. so, ya probably not think too much lo.
: ) : )
todae went out with rach, my and mervy to walk walk everywhere. walk all the way from chinatown to city hall! legs almost gone and it was raining quite heavily also. well, through the way just walked. i was asking myself what happened to the lively me. but i guess i was simply feeling too complex to have said much. i was realli a bit tired. but i don't know why also. but i am still quite : ) cox still gt do some stupid things on the way....the friends feeling is there still .....hahaZ. yea! hAhAz. rachel was tinking of how i would survive NS. ya, i tot so also. in my clique of rebel, i think i am the one who won't make it the most loz. hAHAz-but well i guess it will realli be alright (be it a self-console or wadever)....hAhAz.
was on my long way to chinatown to meet them...then my mind just kept thinking and churning.....den finally come to some senses. hahaZ. (as in some points.....come to senses sounds quite wrong)....hahaZ. should learn to see things @ a broader perspective. coMe to realise that i get tensed up too easily. so i am realli going to learn to relax well. hahaz. also give myself more "kong jian" in the meantime.