i neeD an esCape. anywhEre is fiNez. from weird people. especially people with LOW EQs.
i mean seriouSli. what else can theY do besides scolding people for nO apparent reason. i mean there is a difference between telling and scolding FYI. u don't just scold people as you wish just because u are feeling lousy. do u know irresponsible that is? and what, when u need to get favour from someone else, u immediately turn into a bootlicker?
stOp scoLding someone when u have the same mistakes and u are 10 times worse okie. that is like so unconvincing. seriousLy. and fyi. do u just know that i just turned 23? oops. or that is just an excuse is it.
i just forgot, u don't feel for people actually. u only feel for those that are outside of u. speaking of which, don't give me BIG LOGICS seriously. i wish that u find urself someone that would be able the share the same frequency as u. ********************************************************************************
just let me grumble on. PLEASE do not tell me how good life is for me. seriously, take off that. of course i am already veri fortunate. yes i know.
if i can be stronger. i would. but this world has too many things, people that i need to give in. i just feel like puking if someone comes ard and tel me that we have a gracious society. what is gracious when u can't even do it to people around u? expect them to be a big balloon and swallow everything until they just die quietly one day and shed a few drop of tears for them?
or are u thinking that u are being "a big deal" by being able to handle things well only after when someone has passed away? oh mine gosh. wake up that idea. life is to be treasured when ppl are around. make time. don't give rubbish excuses seriously.
SICK of it.
we are all selfish afterall, arent we. if i had no responsibilities now, seriousli i wish i can just vanish somewhere. and disappear for a few days. i mean for a few mths even.
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