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Monday, January 10, 2011

actually i shldn't be starting school tmr.
but some really dumb reasons made things complicated.
so i will just take it like a usual semester.

it is 2011.
and i am already 22.
that is still quite young.
but that also means that i have passed primary and secondary school.
and the many other childhood memories that i have had.
when we were still little
faults were never faults
boundaries were always clear.
emotions were simple.
life was easy.
there was nothing much to worry.
particularly living in Singapore.
i suppose. to the majority.

when we get older.
the responsibilites come.
naturally sink in.
not giving us much time to anticipate.
dealing with complexity
handling "adult" issues
and learning to control never-seen-before emotions.
we lose things, we gain things, we grow things, we throw things.

such transitions.
often make us lose certain things called "identity".
i am learning to pick mine.
not really easy.
when you need to look @ the world.
the big crowd.
that you know, you hear and you think of.
trying to satisfy, trying to bring across, trying to learn as well,
it is all mutual.

i want to head to the right direction.
never loss in the middle of nowhere.
could i?

smile always
take care
yAnXing-2011

Sweet-ed <3
7:35 AM