i am having a 3 months holiday starting from last week. it gets pretty boring if you are not working. but my body ask me to rest. lolz.
slacking is an ART too. hahaha. (probably get killed). you need to plan what you have to do so that you don't ROT. hahaha. too much craps.
oh. blogged todae because i felt like blogging. hmmz. i find that it seem to be difficult to be myself.
not that i am acting on the logo of "service before self", but to a certain extent that i find myself losing myself at times. lost at a definition that i do not wish to admit. and it gets quite scary @ certain periods of times.
just when i want to backtrack to discover myself more, there are just more obstacles. queries about why such a change. and more and more...sometimes i don't even know what i am doing. that is obviously not very good. but...i guess this is part of a life experience. that is what i have been always trying to convince myself. no matter how complicated things can get, it is just how we think that makes it seem complicated. isn't it. i always try and ask myself is what i am doing morally right. or am i thinking too much. there are so many OS that runs through within split seconds. probably LOST... okie. this topic is too heavygoing. lolz.
oH i hoPe i can grow a bit fattEr. but not in the wrong area. (like the tummy for instance.) i wonder wHy it is so difficult to get rid of that flabs. when my hands are so skinny. and i found the textbook that i have been finding for a week! Social Studies Sec 3 textbook. whole of Singapore oni 1 "P" branch has it. i am quite amazed by how books are distributed in different branches nowadays. lolz.
had the chance to go to 933 station on monday. and wow. the dj's (pf and dennis chew) are really nice! i thought they were really sincere and friendly people.
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