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Friday, May 07, 2010

YippEE! another semester is finally over. 4 months + in school feels like so fast; yet u can't wait for the day to pass asap. i hadn't been very self-disciplined (i suppose) this semester, though i keep tellng myself not to slack. but can i blame it on the weather?? lolz. cause it is really hot. REALLY HOT.

i hAven decided whether to work or not. will probably live off with tuitions. cause i need time for my eyes to rest. hahaha. to put it simply, i am just lazy to find JOBS. haVe been eating and eating since the holidays started (for 3 days) and it feels...nothing much. just to give urself a pat to tell urself that u finished a semester! lolz.

this week is mother's day. everyone will be very busy with their celebrations, i guess. it just makes me ponder sometimes. i received a call from someone who hasn't called me for a long time today. it feels complicated, even it was only for like 10 seconds. i hate the fact that people have feelings. it feels weak to forgive people sometimes when rationally you are not suppose to. but anyway. happy mother's day to every mother who have did their utmost to ensure that their children live in a happy environment. that applies to my mum of course. = ) ~~ but i am sorry that we don't really have a celebration for her. well. let's not talk too much. oops.

certain things in life are difficult to balance. so we can't expect to have the best of both worlds. being too realistic is unfortunately not too good at times. that was one of the conclusions that my friend and i derived when we were eating after exams. and sadly we are both too realistic. hahaha. and our conclusion was...we came from neighbourhood schs! hahahaz. (oops sorry ah.)

i hope i can hold on to an opportunity. though it is going to be tough. i guess.

it is only when u are at your most difficult times, you seem to realise who are the ones that are important to your life. this semester sort of made me realise that at certain times, we are forgotten and we have to understand that we have to accept it. though it sounds kind of saddening. i guess this is all part of life. we are just part of each other, holding on. yet some choose to turn the tap on and turn the tap off sometimes. according to their needs and wants. clearly sacrifices can never be made in this case. but that is probably too demanding. so the more i should take it back. and eat in my "demands".


oh there are so many people i need to thank for this semester. those who will there for me when i was feeling horrible during the exams (i know all of us does but well this semester is especially gruelling); those who will listen to my complaints at times; my aunty, my sister and my mother who is always there to tolerate my nonsense. (oops, this is not a thank-you speech though.) i am just glad that they accept me as who i am. the one who talks to the wall sometimes when revising and probably sweat 3 litres of water during the hot afternoons. and many more of course. be it a call or a short meet-up during the whole of the semester. it is definitely very important in motivating me to go on... alright.

talking too much craps.
that is all then
so for all those who have ended ur exams like me...

ENJOY THIS HOLIDAY!!!
PLAY HARD = )
smile always
take care
(yAnxing)2010

Sweet-ed <3
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