Doraemon

Sunday, September 14, 2008

september.
it has been raining for the past few days.
the sun has been cruel for the past few days too.
such a weather, unpredictable.

just like how a person behaves.
isnt't it? lolz.

this week practically did nothing much.
saturday was quite a quick day. tuition followed by grandma house.
brought my cousin to swensens for ice-cream.
and guess what?
someone thought i was a FATHER. i am shocked. hahaz.
well, it is good to be such a young father after all. haha.

everything is still fine. just feel low at times. but i guess that is just part of what is within me.
cannot be helped. foresee that i need to work really soon. and i am hoping for work too. not only because of money, maybe because it can keep me busy. i don't want to feel lost after 22 months. afterall. 20th month...okie. i should not talk abt it. all leave it to a conclusion and the 22nd month. i guess i wil have 10 pages to blog about. but probably not. again.

i am glad still.
because whenever i see rebel. i am still very happy.
i don't know why. but just very glad. don't know how to xplain.
hahaz. similiarly, i am very glad to see all my family members. though i am not a good member of the family. hahaz.

life still moves on.

我买了《今天情人节》的专辑。
仔细聆听，由梁静茹重新演绎的《诱惑的街》真的很不错。
很有层次感。可以的话，要去听一下。

发觉怎么自己越来越大，
了解事情的能力越来越差。
有时候自己已经不知道可以再相信谁。
我每天都抱着很紧绷的心理。直到回家时，
才能脱掉伪装。
我不明白。为什么明明一些对我们很好的人，
却会无端端地被别人践踏。
真的很不应该。
我呢，却什么也做不了。
像个哑巴，还是明哲保身的方式？
所以，我只期盼这样的日子可以赶快结束。
我不希望到最后自己会随波逐流。
我希望还是自己。
可以分辨什么是好的，什么是坏的。
什么人才是真正关心我的。
什么人总是自以为了不起的。

这个打工的世界（或许只是在这样的制度里
才会有这样的事情吧。
即使现在被人看见了，
我还是要说
做人啊。总得该公平一点。
起码要给予别人最基本的尊重。

smile always
take care
(xing) 08

Sweet-ed <3

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