Tuesday, January 01, 2008
the first day of 2008 has been a peaceful day. with some disruptions.
someone said i have a bad temper. ya rgt. her temper is like 100 times worse than me. i am so angry. some ppl are realli veri unreasonable. when u ask them to do things for you, they seem so unwilling, so when you hear that, obviously u will sae never mind. but when they ask you to do things and repeat for the N times, obviously u will get irritated rgt. then who knows this person sae u are veri impatient...wadever. please la.
okie. aniwae this is not what i wanted to say. but it really irks me a lot. damnZ.
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i realli cannot imagine that a new year is beginning when i don even realise it has ended.
mabi because i am going to grow older. i guess. time doesnt seem to affect me.
talking about 2007...
2007 has been realli an emotionally challenged roller-coaster right for me.
it was the first time on 12107 that i went to BMT, started my life as an NSF and still learning how to adapt to all this military lifestyle. it was the first time i felt my family not being a family anymore...it was the first time i learnt to be more grateful as things in my life starts to get distorted...it was the first time i felt that so many things were just downpouring for me...
but it was also the first time i felt the strength my aunty gave me, the first time i re-realised my grandparents are so impt, the first time i felt that there are friends out there who will alwaz be there to support me, the first time i realli treasured so many simple yet things that could made me contented.
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2008.
i hope it will be a good year, really.
it is a year...
where i hope i can start teaching tuition,
a year where i will be so looking forward to ORD,
a year where i can pick up books and read again,
a year where i hope to grow stronger and tougher,
a year where i hope to stay happy,
a year where i have strong friendships,
a year where i will be happy and proud of,
just like 2006.
take care
smile always
(yX) 2007