Doraemon

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

christmas... 25/12/07***

1130 hours
-woke up in the "morning" and started completing all the pressies that i have yet to complete...from yesterdae nitez.

1230 hours
bathe and then moved out city hall to meet my jc clique

1400 hours.
erZ...ate @ the food court at Marina Square cox veri veri broke leZ. and chatted with 3 of my jC frienDs. xchange gifts and it was quite a gd time to cactch-up though.

1700 hours
reached meLissa's house and i thought i was already quite late. in then end i turned out to be the 2nd earliest. lolz. but then it was okie la. cox i chatted with ll and mel also.

1815 hours.
almost everyone reached. it was quite farnie because this time rach, mervy and mw wasn't aroudn. hmmz. onli 2 guys left. i just felt a bit weird w/o them la. cox they have always been attending christmas. bbq food was nice though. that was the veri 1st time i was so involved in the bbq process. lolz. chatted and bbq.. it was quite simple but nice still.

2100 hours.
finally completed bbqing. took loads of picture. and it was time to watch the video. some parts were not cut veri well. but i guess the memories are more important.

2200 hours.

gift xchange time! mervy didnt turn up but he still brought us a lot of sweets and chocolates! : ) will be eating them on 28/12. jiamin also gave each of us a "Cake"...i think this cake is quite popular as a christmas gift bAz..even my sister got it. lolz. i also gave mine "wood"...erm. ya loz. then the rest of the X'mas xchange will be done on 28/12

2300 hours.

still at mel's house crapping. erZ. but wy and mel was clearing up the mango pudding cox there were too many left. like housewives. lolz. elf was trying out his cap and beanie. joc surfing the net and i was simply taking photos here and there. hh, ll and jm talking abt the next outing...on 281207.

2325 hours.

rush to catch the last bus! in the end there was no bus and we had to cab home...but then it was stil fun afterall!

i tink 28/12 would be even more fun coz all of us will be coming...erz though my brother's birthdae is still more impt. lolz : )

*thanks for the xchange gifts and the t-shirt i got. erz. yupz. that's all from christmas. ***

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i think i am quite easily affected and swayed by what people do and says. sometimes the way they put their words make me feel no sense of importance. it is actualli quite tiring sometimes but i don't know how to put it in words also. sometimes just feel that i am quite insignificant. feeling inferior is already bad enough i guess. some problems seem to be never-ending. sometimes i hope i will never get angry which i am always trying to but it is so hard. well...probably i am doing well enough as a friend. that is why i am not still not veri important to mani people. i thought i could rely on friends sometimes but sometimes what i expect from always turn out to be a disappoinment. i cannot feel the sense of attachment and belonging at times too that i feel like crying. well. i guess this is life. okie. i realli shouldn't think so much. but why does the question keeps bothering me? probably i am the only one with so much time. i think. i think i should stop if not someone anonymous would tag my board and complain about me again.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3

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