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Friday, November 02, 2007

it is not very often that i get to do a long entry. however, i am going to do so todae because firstly, i have loads of time as i am on duty again...and secondly, i felt like doing so at the same time too. was readling entries that i wrote in the past. i think i have realli changed a bit in terms of the way i portray myself. to a certain extent baz. ORD date is still a bit far, but i was thinking of doing some stuffs to dE-rust my brain. need to think about it...lolz.

if you haven realise, this is already November.

and there is not much to sort of record at the end of the year. unlike previous years, i would have tons of special things and achievements that i would be quite contented with. this year is filled with lots of emotional changes instead. but well, it hasn't end yet. so i hope it will have a good ending. (k. a bit cliche.)

19. actually, at such an age, you can be considered young, but at the same time, it can also be considered as a young adult. depends on a person's perspective and the environment you are living in. i must admit i am a person who gets confused easily.

i am actualli quite upset sometimes with my family. though i must seriousli admit that my relations with my siblings have improved tremendously, as a whole talking abt the family, it seemed to have sunken. daily misunderstandings are only creating mroe frictions between my family. and i am like the acting bridge. it seemed like a long lasting game that will only end up with losers. sometimes, the bridge is very tired also. But well, i guess if i don't keep going on, worse things will happen. Moving out will be the last thing i ever want to see. Yes, there are reaons why we should be angry and disappointed. but at times, i thought it seemed to be overboard. Playing "ni zuo chu yi, wo zuo shi wu" is the fastest way to cause aggrevation of a situation and unfortunately, people are doing so. yes, i want to move out. but that is probably when i find a job, have a girlfriend, and when i have a stable income. in fact, i am not too stupid actualli. but i still find it selfish that a lot of people only think for themselves. it is too practical. sometimes it is not i don't want to answer, just that i am veri tired of doing so. but then again, it started partially because of me...well hopefully one day things will be fine.

why must we stand on side and not look at the other side?
why do you need to lie when i am just standing in front of you?
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On a happier tone...
i am glad that i overcomed an obstacle again. : )
it is day 28 if i am not wrong! jiayou.
er. this weekend i think i have nothing much to do.
saturday will probably go my grandma house and "zuo ke" if nothing goes wrong.
sundae i will pop by the library to find something to do.
and there goes another week again.
but i doubt i would want to touch the computer again until saturdae night comes. i am already in front of the computer for at least 7 hours. can't put in my lyrics here now cause this computer has no chinese settings. sianz.


smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
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