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Sunday, July 22, 2007

okie. todae i am on duty but still got spare time to blog. that would probably credit to my superior who gave me time to do so. and maybe this would be a good time for me to focus on blogging since i have nothing else much to do. August is coming. i remembered last year this time i would be mugging like mad. how i miss those muggig days. i am not crazy okie. if there is such a huge contrast btw life now and then, you will cherish the precious mugging times.

i seriousli wonder whether i have the confidence to tell myself everything is okie, cause whenever i tot i am ready to move forward one step, i have to take back 2 little steps. this kind of feeling is painful. i haven seen my saviour for like a month and i hope she will be able to help me. maybe not help, but at least simply to listen. by the way, before i move on, recently i have watched 3 movies within 2 weeks plus. i would say Harry Potter is okie la, but not as good as the previous series, and the show Alone which is from the director of Shutter is actually quite good. er, there is a veri good twist lolz. so, ya, the price of the ticket shld be worth it for a $7:50. i would give it 3.5 stars. (my own judgement onli...)probably because it is a bit short and the front part is a bit typical. lolz.

back to what i wanted to sae. yuPz. i was thinking how i actualli can tell myself, hey, everything would be just alright and finez. it is so so not easy. facing the 4 walls especially. but well, i shan't talk more about it. this year has already passed by 7 great months. optimistically speaking, just another 5 more months to go, isn't it? how i wish i am like the girls la. getting into university in 2 weeks time...seriousli want to further study soon and then get out to work. though i don't deny the fact that we are living in a world that is too practical.

i think the world is realli scary. well, mabi not to that extent. narrowing down the scope, i feel that i am in a scary environment, where people push blames, tell lies and most horribly, being a hypocrite. why can't they just be more sincere to one another?i mean is it so difficult?afterall, we are all humans right and we have emotions. one of the main reasons i feel that what i am going through now is tough because till now, i am still unwilling to accept the fact that this is an adult world, and it seemed like there is no one i can turn to trust in this work arena...but no choice, i am just going to stay here. i guess so. that is why i always wanted to turn back time where things are much simpler and the social circle is not that complicated. it is tough to accept the adult society. especially in...you know what.

luckily, i still have my family and *rebel*
and mabi some others? lolz.

take care
smile always
(yX) 2007

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