finally i have time to blog and update an official entry. LoLz!
this few weeks time passed especially fast. or is it because i am too sensitive? be it wadever it is, i did enjoy myself loads. especially all the moments with rebel. you cannot imagine how glad i am to have them in my life. it is just so special. although i always complain how tiring shopping is, but the fact is that i enjoyed it. because i am doing something i like and something i feel i could do to make them happy. at least for just that particular moment, i would see them smiling happily with big grins on their faces. : )
talking abt the actual outing which is today, we watched Harry Potter at 1135am. but i had to wake up on the earliest sundae because to collect the tickets. walking alone is not a bad thing though, at least there are some time for you to clear up your thoughts. the movie i wouldn't comment but then Harry Potter is already a movie that our whole grp has catched since secondary school days...and it will continue. had lunch at wisma (ichiban boshi), the food was good and fulling. and soon it was the time for cutting the enormous gigantic mango cake....! presents time soon came and i do hope they are veri glad with what they got. afterwhich was to liling's house cause she wasn't feeling too well but i am glad that she is finez. hahaz!
it is really a miracle that we have came so far....remember that the same alley and road we have all walked from we were in secondary days till now going to Uni, some oredi in Army.....everything is just so....unreal. i don't know but i am seriousli veri proud that we have stayed so long together. okie...enough of all this hahaz. though there might be small friction at times, but it will soon get over de. heez.
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very soon i will be staying in again, bidding goodbye to my stay-out times. it is seriously so fast that i keep telling myself...hey wake up from all this. you are already 19. but what to do? that is just me. i dunno what will happen to me in the future but time is against everything. weekends seem to pass by like anything and there is no way to hail it. it is not something happy to see my friends feeling dull and me feeling dull on sundaes. and to know that this will go on for probably for another 1.5 years. seriousli speaking, i am not sure what lies ahead of me but well, step by step, and that could the only way i can take it.
in fact, i don't miss going back at all. wadever. i have so much to say but sometimes, we are just at a loss for words. life is like a unpredictable journey, yet it be it good or bad, we got to tell ourselves to push on. in the first place, we should be thankful that we are given a chance to live, isn't it? but on the contrary, living can also be tiring. don't you agree?
staying stronger might help though i don''t know to what extent. i miss the toa payoh streets... i miss the walkways from my house to school... i miss the times that i needed to wake up at 7am and still complaining... i miss the tomyam that the aunite sells.... i miss the night study times at 6pm for maths.... i miss the times where all of us were in uniform... and i miss the times where we were all eating "ban mian" and our recess at the canteen... and that much...
CAN I LEAPT THROUGH TIME? JUST FOR ONCE?
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