till now, i still think that the world is fair. as in when u are given something, u will be taken away something. in some way or another, it is balanced. really want to type in chinese for this entry but because it will realli take too much time, so might as well keep it to times where i am realli veri free and well, feel like doing so.
the world seemed to become more ridiculous in many ways....well, is it because we have grown older, our perspective are wider, so we see more and hence to such conclusions? Indeed, i realise that it is not easy to be a growing teenager. there are some things that i realli want to share over here but well it just seemed too impossible.
life is just about accomodating sometimes. but not always that often too. probably one day she will come to her senses. or even if she does not, she might regret whatever she is doing now. i don't know what can happiness mean. but if happiness is to be tensed up everytime u see someone, if happiness is to see how your closed ones become closer with others, if that is the happiness that people are seeking for, finez. nothing to say. probably she will always think i am just an ikan billis who will never react. but i am just simply giving my respect. somethings are simply too big an issue to be bothered. if things are meant to be this way, probably there will be a solution somehow...whatever it is, i just hope things will turn for its best. and those destroyers who like to ruin people's happiness can just stay away from us. i realli don understand why there are stupid people who likes to come into such complicated situations when things are already bad enough.
it is not easy to forgive someone. indeed. when someone made a terrible mistake in life. or when you get too disappointed with someone. that you are too lazy to be bothered. some people say to forgive is being magnimous. maybe i am not that after all.
but the positive aspect would be they are real lessons that teach me not to move to such stray paths.
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11:18 AM
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