Saturday, January 06, 2007
i have decided to divide my blog into 3 sections for this special blog entry before i go into NS on 12th Jan 07. i think many ppl would be actualli going into this date so seriousli i don't think it is ani special.
A Levels ended on 16th nov..so far i had almost 1.5 months of holidays....though i did not work (ok for 2 days) hahaz, but it was still quite fun. just that now i become older. when i tap the ezlink card onli 1 sound...well sometimes just hope that time does not pass by so fast...but this is not a fairytale story...so definitely no way. haZ
actualli a bit worried. i would be joking if i said i am excited. hahaz. but den i keep telling myself it is going to be fine. so i got to believe in myself. and i hope my i can take my brother optimistic viewpoint and be stronger. yup, that is the aim of going to NS. become a stronger person. that is what i hope to achieve and that is one my motivations for going to army. : ) mabi it will also be better. so that i do not have to see things i don't want to see and keep myself busy with just work and work. hahaz. more importantly, i hope that things will turn out for the better when i go into army, be it financially or mentally. and tat i too, can play a part in contribution to the family, though it is quite marginal.
hmmz. realli quite touched by some things and some people around me. come to realise that i should not be too sentimental. realli hope to make it to University especially after this few days of thoughts. Then to think of all this, i have seriousli not regretted my educational life so far. hahaX. i am in fact so glad about it. because of so many things.
this week is quite busy actualli. hAhA. fridae was interact dinner and also celebrated wahid birthdae. saturdae (which is todae) had dinner with my family, but a bit sian at the start...don't know why....the appetite is just not dere. but well, my stomach still got bloated afterall! hahaz. tml going to meet REBEL! yeayea!!! they are forever part of my motivation...hahaz. (ok....veri exaggerating)...haven got a chance to meet up with my JC clique....hahaz. have been absent for quite sometime, probably get a shock when they c me? hahaz.
oKoK.
so this is my part 1.
a bit boring hoh
hahaz.but it can't get any much exciting too.
heeZ.
smile always
take care
(yX) 2007