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Saturday, June 17, 2006

finalli.
i am blogging. i tot i could seriousli start studying after 10/6 cause it was like the last few outings that i would have. but i was wrong. i don't know whAt happened to me. i felt terribly upset for 3 days.

cox i got a normal fever on wednesday. so i tot mabi it was just cause i needed a rest and i sleep for like the whole day. den i realise it seriousli did not get any better. den i got worried. hAiz. oKie. nvm. Tat is not the end. lolx. i went to the doctor and den rest again on thursday. i felt much better on friday so i went to eat with my secondary school cca friends on friday. ya. but i must be realli stopit to do tat. todae morning i woke up i felt terribly bad. the room shaked and i trembled. tat was how i felt. den i tried to stand up and felt seriously giddy.

ya,den i was feeling giddy lo. den i weNt to the toilet and felt bad. i onli ate 2 mouth of noodles onli and den went to sleep again. and 5 mins later, after i sms my friend, i vomitted on the bedroom. i felt horribly painful as if my lungs were gushing out. (ok, i noe a bit exaggerating) but i really felt like tHAt. and den i went to sleep again for like 7 hours. hahax.

so tHis 4 days i was practically sick. i don' know why i become like that also. and when i am sick, i think of the 1000 things i have not done for mye, my heart would just beat faster. i must seriousli learn how 2 pace myself up lo. haiZ. i seriousli hope i will nvr face this encounter again. plz.


even when i sleep i sometimes dream of exams. i realli hope i can sleep peacefully. hahax. nvm. i will try to not stress myself for i don wan to vomit again.

i must admit mabi It was a combination of my own health and pyschological thinking.
i must realli learn to balance.
so to find a happier me.

i jusT want tO be hAppy!!! : ) argh. hahax. hahax.

haha

: )


smile always
take care
(yX)

Sweet-ed <3
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