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Thursday, February 16, 2006

life has been extremely tired this few weeks...
i think i am drained physically and mentally.

it's time for me to reflect on what i have done so far before i move to my next path.

i am tired actually.
and i showed it. i don't feel like hiding it at all.
it is making me feel sick.
really sick.

too many obstacles that arrives before i can reach my destination.

-commented by my cca people that i am half-hearted in cca. i was definitely disappointed.
-friends problem is too large is a mental burden. i want to kick it off and i really mean it.
i am tired of such games. it is just draining me. from my studies.
-i don't see my results at all. i admit that i am impatient. i admit that i want to keep consistency. but nothing has come to any good at this moment.

-some people say good news is no news.
- i beg to differ. i cannot continue like that. i MUST BUCK UP! so how many times of go go go must i say?? hahax. JC2 is really a test of friendship. i don't know. i am losing contacts with some of my friends already...so i will treasure the friendships that i still have now. interact should be meeting soon. rebel....everyone is busy i guess...only contacted mervy and elf this week. quite sad. but it is time to prepare for my examinations first, i guess. we don't have too much time left. i guess i have heard and said that for 1001 times. the main burden is still myself. it is because i cannot take off the burden i am having. argh. i KNOW i CAN DO IT. it is just whether when i want to start it. it is so easy. then i can free myself and be kept by myself. whatever i choose to do, i don't have to consider so much. but how can i? still have to think of others. it is true that we will not have very good friends in JC. maybe it only applies to me. okie, mabi just a few. i really want to say. but how could i? just think for myself? then i am not ME anymore.

我们都会喊累
我们希望时间会停止转动
可是遇见的现实
却往往背道而驰
这条路我是得走下去的
已经没有退路了
只有把日子过得在快乐一点,顺利一点
我只希望这样而已

加油!

smile always
take care
(yX)



smile always
take care
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