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Monday, January 16, 2006

77th post...finalli i manage to take a breather from the pile and stacks and tons of homework...and manage to squeeze 5 minutes of my time to type in this entry.

3rd week of school life...
yet the pressure is already intense....
not trying to bluff, and obviousli not trying to be joking.

it is simply....
things often don't turn out for the better.
a change in my mood has suddenli turned out to be more frequent.
which is not in tune with my logic of being a better person in 2006...

TRYING HARD.

i don noe....todae morning i felt especially terrible. not terrible. too strong a word. just upset.
suddenli i feel that i am living in a world of my OWN.

not meeting my rebel clique seemed like i have not met them for 3 years.
i don't know why. it won't be that bad normally.
but it was that bad that moment. EXACTLY.
i wish i could have poured all my complaints and stress to them.

walking alone in school is sometimes tiring. emotionally tired. u just feel like u get drained. Year 2 is just...

but i have to adapt.
to the coming changes
or has things already change.
without me knowing.

problems who i have no one to turn when i am facing the canteen,
turning around to see corners and corners,
when all my friends are all in their other journeys.
i cannot possibly still take their time.
as many should know,
my character is just complicated.
it is something bad.
cox i want it to remain simple.
just SIMPLE.



NO.
i must be strong.
what i am facing now
is just something tiny
compared to those out there.
i should look forward.
and not trip.
even though there is a set-up.
even though when i have to face accusations.

look forward to Chinesen New Year.
suddenli.

smile always
take care
(yX)

Sweet-ed <3
6:06 AM