Sunday, December 11, 2005
hello!
i am back to blogging again. cox didn't realli knoe wat to write previous days. now, at least i have something to blog about, something to recall...haven been blogging for quite some time, i guess.
holidays is moving on to the 4th week. 3 more weeks before school starts. 21 days. this holidays is especially precious to me. i cannot imagine how the 4 weeks have just flew past me. 28 days. this is the first actual holiday that i get to gather with my friends whom i might have lost contact for long or whatsoever. but i am now left with 3 weeks. and i still have so many uncompleted hols assignment. but if i don't make full use of the hols, i cannot imagine when will be the next time that i will enjoy myself. actually, this holidays, 1/3 of time is coped with working. so it is not that fun, actualli. but NO CHOICE. i guess. hax.
holZ has been fun and easygoing so far....it all started from going out wif rebel, den followed by class chalet at the end of november, then december (which is practically now) is gatherings with CCA friends in secondary school. as for JC clique, erm... ...hax. okie, don wan to go into detail actualli.
BUT chalet was not bad. got talk to kah yee they all. and den the rest also got. haha. 3 days 2 nights flew like 3 hours and 2 minutes. but XT is organizing another bbq on 27 dec! yea. haha. okie. and 26 dec will be rebel gathering. this year have to postpone right. erm erm. hahax. 28 dec will be with ex-co outing. that one is realli 1 year once de outing lo. hahax.
oKie. aniwae. all this are not the focus.
todae, what someone said realli made all my past 1 year memories flew back. suddenli...
todae, ratna was back!
ya. den me and aini and yiling met her first at 1130 hours...den we started talking a lot of things. say how long we have never met le.
ratna said "wa...1 year never see your le!"
aini said "ya lo! so long!"
in the midst of conversation...
ratna said "i am so old alreadi 20..."
aini said "ya...we are all 17 already!"
ratna replied "ya! 4 years really went so fast ah..."
and for 5 seconds, that particular moment, the atmosphere was so quiet.
i didn't say anything. just feel a tinge of sadness.
haha. this is my only holidays to get back the feeling that i had in secondary school.
but looks like time is going tickling fast....
it is so drastic...already 5 years...going on to the 6th year.
at the end of conversation.....
ratna said "ok...i go off first k. cya again! keep in contact."
erm....
i was actualli a bit upset.
don't know why.
it just sounded like what i heard a year ago.
time has again moulded us into a different person in 1 year's time.
but friendship still goes on strong. as far as i believe.
i realli cannot imagine how life will be for JANUARY 2006.
i will be back to the "me".
doing what i feel is right.
mabi what someone said to me was right " i can't adapt to changes."
but i think there is an error with the statement. if i was to amend it...it would be:
"the changes are too drastic for me to accept."
hahax.
what is more worrying is i am more afraid that once i accept a new adaptation, i will tend to forget the other. but. i tend to prioritise in the end. so, i am not a type who can balance well. at all! hahax.
as far as i know....
this are the things i will remember
-->the canteen breaks (recess time)
-->all the dance practices....hahax.
-->the 700 morning
-->the interact meetings.
-->the ban mian "lao de fang"
and the person who seats in 4E1/04
at the 3rd column/4th seat---> who is ME!!
hahax.
please pardon me for still mentioning the old days.
hopefully it would be my last.
oh no.
haha.
first of the last, then.
smile always
take care
(yX)
