Saturday, November 12, 2005
i shld never sae i like to slack. because that will cause me to fall sick.
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hahax.
okieokie.
i will move on.
celebrated my JC clique friend birthday on friday. rather belated. but hopefully she does not mind. she is not that petty as far as i knoe. hahax. den we went to the place called yuki yaki i think to eat lo. in the end, still went there even though previous jc clique b'dae go b4 le. hahax. den later went to bowl. i am not going to talk about the content as in what we did elaboratively because i think no need la hohx. okok. den i not bad got 70 points. haha. i know that is considered lousy le right. but den. for me, such a goner case, that is better den nothing. heex. den after that went to meet my rebel clique again! hahax. dis time round got joc, elf, mw, mervy,wy. ya that's all. den we went to a new food court and eat which is in toa payoh. i realli didn't know how much it had changed. just rather drastic. that feeling was not the first time i had in the day. previously as i walked through the ulu streets with my jc clique, i felt a tinge of sadness in a familiar environment...
aniwae, we ate den later played true or dare. realli dare. i think. den play play...ya. that was all for the day. i reached home at near 10pm....
* i guess someone reading this blog now must be killing me for such a boring blog* hahax. okok i just wanted to summarise what i did that whole day. but the below part is the actual start k.
as we ate the dinner, den i tot something was wrong wif my chest. it was getting a bit weird. i didn't feel good at all. den when we went to the garden to sit and abt to play true and dare, my forehead got a bit feverish and then dotx...my heart or chest...like compressed and i had to start breathing as hard as possible. my chest felt so pain so pain....that was the first time i felt so. it even went numb. i tot. all the way till i reached home, it did not got for the better. like a stone was compressing my heart, not releasing it. i read magazine and rested until like 1130pm. den finalli it got better. but the process of getting better was veri bad. i let out a total of "q" burps before i felt comfortable. den i tot mabi becox i eat too much. but den i recalled my meals den i realise tat it was my lightest meal of one of the days. so how could i feel bloated? obviousli not. or is it because there is realli something wrong with my chest? then unfortuantely, it had a relapse at about 1am when i haven sleep and was listening to the radio lo. tat period was tormenting. my mother say i can still read magazine when i so pain. so that means not veri pain. i didn't speak a word aniwae (or less den 10 words) from the time i reached home. cox it was too pain. i was so afraid of sleeping. i tot my heart would stop beating once i sleep and i might not see tomorrow. den i might just dozed off like that...dotx right. you might be laughing at my wild imaginations. but i realli got veri worried. onli until 3:15am den i realli slept. that night was the most terrible night i had for my heart and chest. wadever.
in any case, i don't want to experience this again! it makes me feel so down. but i am not going to examine the cause. what if i go to the doctor and the doctor say something bad? better not. never mind. i hope it will be those of once of a lifetime k. the pain is realli......nobody would want to have de. thankfully, things got better todae. the pain was over. i got tot of the cause and i tot it could be because of something that is not because of my physical status. mabi because of the words i said that are wrong. i don't know. but whatever the case, NEVER WILL I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN AGAIN...
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recently discovered a very wonderful song by chen qi zhen. veri veri nice. i mean to me. not the lyrics. the tune is good. veri simple and veri nice. hahax. highly recommended.
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tot i could start doing homework. but my mind is working backwards. i think i won't start then. until i realli feel like starting. come on, i even forget small angle approximation. dotx. so i think i will start from the scratch from late november. (or even later) i realli don't know lei. will have to do something for all my friends of 2005. i think it is veri fun. rather than just rotting at home and watch tv. but need capital. sianx. i realli don have $ lex. realli. but........
hahax.
that's all
take care
smile always
(yX)
