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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

todae....is national day..but i didn't watch the parade!! hahax.

aniwae***todae is a very commemorative day...because after 1 long month, i met the whole group of rebel! though 1 month does not seem long, but it had seem like ages to me le. Though not everyone turned up (8 of us), but i was still veri veri happie....

Let's talk abt the programmes first bax..we had steamboat at melissa's house.....well, initally when i went in to the house, i saw JM watching korea show, alvin using computer, liling also and melissa and ming wei and wei ying doing their own things, i thought the trip would be veri boring...in my mind, i just tot...is it we have no more topics? or what? or we realli have nothing better to do?....but all my mysteries were solved and revealed when we had lunch at a table together...We will still the SAME! talking craps and jokes all over again...veri farnie...:)...den we will thinking of what to do from 2pm to 4:30pm....where JM continue to watch her korea show...i almost wanted to go and sleep lo.....cox all of us didn't know what to do...i tot the outing was going to be just like tat...rotting @ melissa house.....

*************BUT I WAS 100% wrong...**********

den after that....we went to Junction 8 and walk at 5pm....the atmosphere built up when we took our neoprints and we started crapping.....den we took (which is the nicest of all neoprints i tink i took before...cox the machine is more high class...:) ) ....den rachel got to go..jia min had to watch her show...den 10 mins later, mingwei also left....because of NDP i tink....but i was totally shocked by his fAce...but i know he didn't mean it la....and his sms lolx....

K.....den the 5 of us went to MOS burger. den we started talking. Finally, somone propped the question. Aren't we suppose to gather and talk about our lives now recently??? hahax....then came the things... we started talking about each other, about how we are doing now, 1 by 1, den we talk about the casual stuffs as in LL and WY like who...and alvin's ern erm and Melissa's very steady relatioN....hahax. veri happie......deN we continue to talk and suddenly in 30 minutes we talked about the past, the secondari times where we teared, where we were childish, where we were all had our sad and happie memories..Till that pt, i was still a happie soul, laughing and chatting about how nice life was and how crazi we were then....all of laughed la....

about 8pm....we were on oUr way Home.....and thEn liling left for the MRT, melissa took 410....den left me , wei ying, and alvin and we still continued talking....all the way till we reached the bus stop and we alighted.....den we send wei ying off to her house and it was left with me and alvin...den alvin sae he wanted to blog about todae.....den i sae mabi i will blog tomorrow...and till onli the pt that he had to walk to his house and i walked to mine own.....all my mood spurred up at that moment.............>>>>

i felt touched. i felt like crying. my feelings were complicated....i didn't know what i should do....mabi i should not have brought up the past....but ya, i realli REALLI tot of the past....alvin said how good would it be if we were back to the past...yes....how good it will be when i am still at BEATTY. ...even though i did not get good academic results, i enjoyed my life then with a bunch of 10 friends, my classmates, in the council board where we had fun in the room with the air-con, den the 10 of us always going for ban mian for lunch and see one another everyday punctually at 700pm in school...how i miss those days....i HADN"T forgotten anitink at all.....at tat moment, as i walk up to the stairs of my house, i felt lonely. just like how i came to NY.....being in a class where i met unfamiliar faces...it was then i realise how i missed BEATTY. i caNnot go BacK...defiNitely Not....i am in JC le.....what i can do is to lead a good life...but i am so afraid i am not accomplishing it....

remembering the days where i took 105 bus and was so sleepy @ every stop, and at 6:45 am i would be collecting my books from the council room locker, then after that go to class and chit chat with classmates la...and gossip about homework and teachers...and also friends....den had recess with rebel......***and after that lunch....we will still be together....even if i had to go home at 5pm...it was worth it.....because i had fun...now 5pm, seem a dreadul day for me....365 days can just fly so fast...from Sec 1 to Sec 4....i know time has given its 4 years...and all of us growing....how mani outings did we had??? hahax...every wkend, we would almost meet once and talk non-stop....just felt like meeting. hahax.

how Could I actually tell time to stop just because i mss the moments that i want back??
How Can i be so selfish as to put my priority in front of others??
I must come back to reality...
i am 17..
i am in JC....
yet, i still wish i could.....be with reBeL....it is only with them that i can speak what i want, be what i wish and have no fears.....that's what they have giveN me. that's a gift i went in to BeattY.

ShAo NiAn is the bEst sOng bax...
"Na Shi Wo MeN hUi bU qu De Cong Qian..."

but I bElieve

"wei Lai hUi gen JiNg Cai"...

i knOw time will not Stop...
buT our friendshipS between reBel will aLso Not FadE...
it will oNly get strOnger
aS time is the Best tEst...
mabI this is whAt i shOuld be thiNking...

i feel so recharge after seeing them todae.
because i know all of us are getting on fine and we know that each of us treasure such a bond.
definitely.

i Will LOOK FORWARD to the next gatheriNg.

rebel and i....always related.


hahax.
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smile always
(yx)
taKe caRe

Sweet-ed <3
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