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Sunday, July 03, 2005

okie...finally now i have the time to really blog...a more meaningful one. so, this is quite a fast update since it is just one day after i blogged. anyway, was quite upset that the outing was going to be postponed or cancelled due to everyone's schedule. 1

Yesterday had a chat with my good buddy. a quite ugly girl. hahax. then we will talking about a lot of things. about friends. about many things. then 80% was craps. it was until the last 15 minutes then we started asking each other about how we were doing. I started asking about her and then she asked about me, obviously. about how am i in JC, how am i coping...then don't know why i suddenly feel very disappointed or what i would say very tired.

just don't know. especially when some of my friends ask me why my previous blog like so upset. I really don't know what to tell them. Maybe they should try to put themselves into my shoes, then they would know. Surviving with a group of girls out of a one guy. It is really not easy. No matter how many times i am going to say this, it is still a FACT. it is not that i don't have any guy friends in JC. but my CCA ones are all from science one and they are talking about topics which is totally unrelated to mine. And then, most of my e1 friends previously now in science class...i guess some of them are also veri sianX ba....in this JC life. dont know lei. you just feel going out with 4 or 5 girls. you feel even worse when you have to walk with a class of 23 girls. not that i dislike them or anything like that. it is just common to feel abnormal la. unlike secondary times, at least still quite balance. that is a mixture of boys and gurls. NOW, i feel so...sometimes, i realli feel so outcast. they talk about things which i am not able to know. BUT, i must stress that they already veri good to me le. as in, they try their best to include me and put me in...for that, i am very glad that made my JC life much happier than i expected. (though my happy here isn't really that much.) but, it is still something which i tink is okie lo.

so, thanks. : )

then, she asked me whether i got like any girl in my class or whatsoever or not. Hmmx, i said NO. not because my class girls are no good...they are very nice, definitely...it is just that this is not the right time for all this. and everyone is busy doing their work. who would have the time to go into such things? maybe some might have la, but i won't have, from what i know. project work plus....keeps me busie enuFF. hahax. and no one might want me also. hahaX. i so old and haggard. : ) then we continue to talk about the 2010 where the 10 of us would meet again at somewhere at a speciald date. then we started predicting one another's lives. hahax. so stopit lo. we said that melissa would still be the same, with no surprises for us at all, and then alvin...ern erm...hopefully he succeeds.....and mervy...his 5 dogs? hahax. liling will bring a jap or korean guy since she goes for trendy stuffs? hahax. then Rach would probably be married le....(that was what i guess)...wY would be scolding her kids away....and Jm...probably still matchmaking for the right bachelor...hahax. since i guess she needs a 5C's .....mabi in the end she will be with MW....everyone will ne so shocked! hahax.guess that would really be a funie and surprising picture with all the 10 of us at the age of 22 by then. well, guess that leaves for thE future. haven teared for long. haven laughed heartily for long.

my heart seemed to be gettin colder. sometimes think my smile is so vague. haven been real for my emotions. they dont seem working. maybe they haven met the right events and things for them to be activated to laugh, cry, or shout.

not as yEt.
Life is siMple.
SimPle liFe.

smile alwAys
tAke cAre
(yX) : )

Sweet-ed <3
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