hellO...okiE thiS is a re-tyPe of My blOg...realli got no mOOd to TypE another Long OnE...toDae Is realli fRiday the 13TH....HAHAx
anyway, i don wan my blog to rust so i tot i might as well typE iN a new PosT sooNeR...oR elSe there will BE lotza of coB weBs...:)
well.....let me jUx tAlk abt my woRking Side firSt okiE...hahaX....okie had a lot of tests...all of 'em will like daMn diffiCult.....Jc life is like tat...mabi tat is the way i shld console myself...hOmewoRk are piliNg especially ChineSe anD ProjeCt woRk....projeCt work is a tough One loLx....cOX we realli got to think haRd our grp....everyoNE la.....BuT we caNnot giVe up and forSake eth.....it conceRns our A levelS...hopefUlli eth will tuRn out fiNe....no...it shld be DEFINITELY.
as For my friEnds side....if u hapPEn to read thIs.....dOn fiND ME weiRd...okIe.....my frIEnds, my CT...i can jUx tel u this 2 or so wks... i gt to NOe the Zhonghua ppl better like YX, XY (hahaX....contradiction) AdelIne, Celia...veri fRiendLy lo and dEn veri sociable and veri hilarioUS la....haHAx....
oKie...here moveS on to the maIn poiNt....it is diffiCult to Cope with a groUp oF my cirCle of friEnds...not tat i am popular...nvr of tat sort....mabi the other end...: (
i like my CT bUt u nOe i am trYing My Best Le.....do U get waT i meAn?
**Just takE for toDae....i was so Hungry and i wanted to go for My luncH after a tutorial....dEn we were left with 10 or so minutes...so i asked my grp of friends whether want to join me Not..they Say.....no cOX they can eat at a later tiMe...and time was ruNNing out...so i jUst Ran to the Canteen....ALONE...as i as queuing uP foR my foOD....i received a call and my friend actualli said sth like tat "Where are you ah? wHy u so ruSh?.....watever la....up to u" the toNe was huRtinG....tat is what I can say...she might not HAv meant it But the Person whO listenS to it....tat's a different thiNg...deN i wenT to tHe benCh, alone and gobbled up the plate of food within 7 minS..not bcOx i was Hungry...i didn't like other benches ppl seeing me being alone and mocKing at mabi bCox i am UnpopuLAr....i doN like it...at tat pt in tiME....i felt like bReaking dOWn...i was veri uPset.....after "losing" my Secondary friEnds....now i am in a class already adatping myself to a class with 2 boys and 23 girLs...it iS not eazi....bUt i noE there are their advanatages...at least i find joy in talking to them....maBi to soME of tHem.....i dUNno....I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I DON WAN TO BE TREATED AS A GURL JUST BECOX I AM IN A CLASS OF ALL GURLS...BECOX I AM A BOY and for one day...i will be a gUy....how Shld i Put It??? i would be so glad if u hav oredi understand how i feeL...But soMetimes sOme tOpics tat girls talk u jUX shouldn't interrUpt deN where u shld u go Den???hahaX.... : (
laughing at my plight....But i must stress tat i am realli glad to noe the 23 gurls in my class....realli cox they are realli fun ppl....mabi it is me who cannot pass my own barrIEr....: ( i am TryIng...Realli
next week will be a week of test emotionally mentally physically tat's all best wishes (yX)
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