Doraemon

Saturday, June 30, 2012

和“上一次”的未完待续没有什么关联。
那些我想感谢的，还是会。还是会。

今天起来的时候发现梁静茹有新歌了！终于~~
就这么简单的一则消息，我就可以欢呼很久了。
平平淡淡对我而言，在某种程度上胜过所谓的轰轰烈烈。

或许是已经渐渐步入25的关卡[人生就快过去4分之1]
所以很多事情，都有了另一种诠释。
大事记，大事迹，偶尔就好。

我的人生的排列组合当然，依然混乱。
在几乎每个人都对我来说都具影响力的情况下，
我或许早已分不出轻重。
可以纯粹地说，或许有一点接近“烂好人”的状态。
想到这三个字，突然想起某个人。
她曾经或许开玩笑地这么说着。
其实，有点名副其实，不是吗？

我很羡慕那些可以知道自己最终要些什么的人。
实际上，我现在所拥有的一些人事物，未来会怎样，我不作他想，只是。。。
我的脑海里偶尔仍然会出现“我到底要什么？”的画面。

我
无法荡气回肠，
所以只能归宿于简单。
所以我
并不太爱解释
并不太爱复杂
并不太爱别人的隐藏。

很多时候只是希望得到一些真诚的鼓励与感动。
但是有时候世界已经让我摸不透那些人，那些事是如此真诚的。
所以，即使关系再亲密，我也未必感受得到这样的感觉。
尤其当我们总爱说，却不爱行动。

在一段还无法知晓的路上，
我其实有些恐惧，有些慌张。
然后出现一些我无法负荷的画面与镜头。
当然也有快乐，也有欣慰，也有知足。
但是，往往会被这么复杂的情感淹没到无法呼吸。
只希望一天一天地，这条道路可以再简单一点。
因为不是所有的事只要“坚持”就会有结果。
所以，理想终究与现实有差距。
我想，这应该是十分正常的吧。或许，应该这么想。
或者，应该想起多一些路上的美好。
但愿都是如此。都需学习。
都需。

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题外话，
最近收到了一份意外的小惊喜。
让我认为（至少自己是如此）努力真的很重要。
虽然努力的过程很不容易，但是我想用心，
总会有收割的时候。
我对于这份得来不易的小惊喜在感到雀跃的同时，
也心存感激着很多人事物。

当这样的事情出现的时候，
总会让我很莫名地觉得
我
是不是快要。。。？
因为快乐对我而言，
不知道在哪一年开始就已经是个连我自己也无法掌握的问号了。
因此，对于短暂的好消息，
我总秉持着较为“悲观”的态度。

或许是上天要我学会“珍惜”？
那么我一定会更竭尽所能地打拼。

其余的，
现在无法成为人生重心，
那就姑且说声
不好意思！

smile always
take care
(yAnxinG)2012

Sweet-ed <3

10:30 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2012

有一些心里的话，其实一直都很想说。
不是忘了，就是突然少了一份感觉。
但是，人生好像可以如同电视剧一般，
随时有变数。

在变数未来临之前，
或许我应该说一些我很想对不同人说的话，
至少会少了日后或者会担心的小遗憾？

-未完待续-

Sweet-ed <3

1:05 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2012

it is the 3 months holidays agn~to be exact. i would say it is a 4 months holiday for me!
i am finally 24yearsold.
omg~that is like. still very young. lol~

this holidays i have achieved quite a bit of things; such as twisting my biological clock to switch to the US timing;sleeping as if i can live until the age of 250;spending money as if i really live in a bungalow;doing things that are actually a waste of time unknowingly such as lying down on the sofa and stare into empty space.

BUT....
since every semester seem to get more torturous and tiring, having such "achievements" are pretty special. Just that i suppose i have many more upcoming agenda to settle and handle before i can....well...explore around? LOL~

current Life is pretty boring. not doing any internship or part-time;neither am i doing any relief teaching. i am just going gaga over korean shows. after going mad over running man, i went to korean dramas....and all i can say is that they have storylines that are so much more intriguing than SGP!....if u haven watched, u shall try Princess Prosecutor, Rooftop Prince and my current fav. show: A gentleman's dignity! though it is a little unrealistic, it kinds of move you out from the rather humid and horrible social environment that we are stuck in.

Of course, no matter how life is, i still appreciate that i exist as a human in the living system. Well, i always think that it is pretty amazing to be humans-because u are one of a kind that get to experience complex emotions and events in life that are other kinds of species would never be able to go through. I am glad that I am kind of going through the events in life that are typical of a 24-year-old-boy/man;but sometimes they get too typical that it can get boring. So i guess our job is to make it interesting~

Seriously speaking, i am not a beholder of "love is everything". probably because i am too young to learn that, or i am too superficial. but when i hear some people who gives me all this stuff, i just feel like rolling my eyes. Life has too much for us to be worried and concerned about, i think it is just obvious that LOVE is just part of our life. (by means of love, my definition here is pretty narrow---i mean BGR). of course there are other aspects of love which are much more important and i thought that was pretty self-explanatory.

Well, i have kind of learn to take things at one step-whatever will come shall come. If some things are not meant to be, probably they are just not. On the other hand, if they are, then well, of course it will be the best (wow. loads of crap. LOL~)

是否。
如果所有的事情都能单纯地用这两个字回答
或许人生会少了许多不必要的麻烦
或许人生就会少了所谓的“拖泥带水”
或许人生的步伐会更加一帆风顺

但也或许我就无法体会一些复杂情感
也无法与不同的人们交错，相知相惜
我想，这就是人最特别的地方吧。
有思想，有顾虑，有认知能力。

最后，
我感激现有的一切，
也希望还在的都会一直存在，
而我们都想要的都会到来。

smile always
take care
(yAnxiNG)2012

Sweet-ed <3

7:22 AM