Saturday, January 15, 2011
it is week 1 of the new semester.
i am totally not following my schedule like wad i always do previously.
not that i am in the mood for exchange-like wow! that's great!
but i am just not ready for school yet.
i fear that feeling. like sleep, sleep and sleep. so it basically makes me loss.
i have so many things that i need to do tie up.
choosing to leave it alone and rot is a really bad idea though.
but rationale doesnt seem to go with emotions. ha.
i want to meet the ppl i have met b4.
wondering how they are doing.
how is their life now.
facing stagnation? moving on like a free bird?
observing others make me reflect my own life too.
kind of. special.
do we. at times. feel that we haven been lying through our teeth.
and we do not know that it is wrong?
i seriously don't like escaping to problems.
i find it a really dumb idea.
不要太了解我比较好。
有时候适当的距离是最美的。
如果看了太多, 是否会太现实?
人向来有太多的顾虑。
说什么“活在当下”。
但是之后呢?
都是一些偶像剧才有的话。
偶尔虚假得可以。
如果世界不那么灰暗
或许这一切会比较可行。
简单的。
最幸福的。
我们都想拥有。
但是总是那么困难。
曾几何时真实的话语变得如此难以启齿?
太过简单的人,在这样的世界里,只会变傻。
但是。 这样的位置其实最好。
什么都知道。什么都不知道。
我乐意。
smile always
take care
(yaNxing)2011