Friday, March 27, 2009
update...
this week had been a week of drinks.
2 days out of 5.
that is already a lot to me.
monday was tiger beer. erm well. i thought it tasted okie. had a glass of it as we were sort of celebrating our friend's birthday. okie, i shouldn't really put it as celebration la. back home was alright but getting to sleep was difficult. just felt sort of uncomfortable. so watched tv til 1am.
friday(todaY) had a company event to attend. but i onli attended 3/4 of the day. the other quarter was probabli too tired and it was a movie marathon, so i thought i would just give it a miss as i would probabli be sleeping in the theatres watching shows i have watched. MINDS cafe in the afternoon was nt too bad, though a sense of awkwardness did fly in within 1 or 2 seconds, but peopel are realli nice. games are also interesting, at least i didnt had any repetitive one. and for 1 moment i thought having a birthday dere would be nice, but that idea got off 5 seconds later. lolz. dinner was @ our company's area. wow! i am actually amazed by all the biopolis, fusionopolis buildings. they are really so beautiful that i wish i had owned such a building. probably 1/20 of it would be good enough. hahaha. simple buffet but was too full to eat much. it was then i was given a small glass of white wine. irk. it tasted a bit like "vomit" initially but it was okie after drinking a few more sips. 13.5% alcoholic content. fortunately i onli took 1 little cup.
anyway, fusionopolis is really amazing!!!!!
wow wow wow wow wow! but i bet i wouldn't step into that place if i wasnt working as a temp stuff. haha. it is probabli not the place where my occupation would be @.but i want to give 10 thumbs up for the people who actualli built this place! goodness! it is like wow!
and i can see that i am getting easily tired. argh. that is bad.
and that is all i gotta say.
will be back...
smile always
take care
(yanxing)2009
Sweet-ed <3
7:15 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
~i am not carmen. haha. so that cake is obviously not mine. so i am still 20.~ (ok, nt farnie. lolz)
chalet on a saturday week and the fact that i nd to work on monday is realli quite a spoilsport. though we seriousli didnt do much at night, just plain bbq-ing, talking, some mahjong-ing, but i guess it is much the feeling that counts. just as how a family works, there is really not a need to be too high everi minute but it just feels good to be in this group. hahaha. oh, everyone plays an important role okie. and i really think this way. let's not let whatever unhappy thoughts affect this. for the fact that it has been going N years. haha. okie la, i bet there are some people who has a longer friendship than this...
~work has never been not stressful. okie, probably to put it in the right way, it has been quite mentally boring. yes, boring. but i cant leave because i dont hav money and i need to support myself financially. ya lor. so no choice. i wouldnt' know whether i would enjoy the "Back to school" feeling but i hope not. haven done much brain-consuming activities recently. oh. aniwae i will be going "back to school" next week. haha. if i still kept my uniform.
~life has been still the same. routine hasn't much changed as much as i hope to enrich my life a bit. haha. okie. i hope everyone who i know is doing well okie. stay healthy as the flu virus recently seemed to be rather infectious and hard to recover.
till then.
smile always
take care
(yanxing) 2009
Sweet-ed <3
5:05 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
i am feeling rather tired today.
this weekend that passed like a day made me felt so tired.
sleep was totally insufficient. even if i had slept 8 hrs today, i was still veri veri tired.
den my friend sore throat came and look for me.
urgh. the fortunate thing is my appetite still remained good. haz.
life has been fine for these 3 months. well, just too fast. and probably don't really want to move
to 21. haha. read a book over the past few days and it had been realli good.
是一本微型小说集。
是黎紫书撰写的。
没有想到她又那么大的写作张力。
记得N年前她曾是我们的主讲者。
然后我就坐在最后几排，每次在听着座谈会时，都只会睡觉。
几乎每一次吧。 她说起话来真的有一点缓慢。
可是，我真的很佩服她的写作能力。
《哭与烙印》，《涟漪》，《忌辰》，《失去的童年》。
非常令人激赏的文学作品。
我希望我也能凭借着这样的力量努力地阅读，激发自己的思维。
i hope i will be able to my own weixingxiaoshuo @ the next entry!
smile always
take care
(yanxing) 2009
Sweet-ed <3
7:03 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
太多的不明白。
今天好像“不清楚”中度过。
请不要，千万不要再有任何人，任何一个，
发生诸如此类的事故。
我的情绪和心情， 甚至我的想法会一瞬间地被扰乱，扰乱得自己的心情也忘了。
是少了任何一个也不行。
虽然人生充满着许多的未知数，
但是依然可以有很多七彩的颜色。
我们握着画笔，选择自己要彩上的颜色。
如果不喜欢，大不了重新再来。
人生有多少次的时候是我们需要说
“再来一次”，“没关系”，“会更好”， “再努力”，“加油！”
这些激励人心的话，
永远也不会过时的。
尤其是当别人对你怎么说时，
阴沉的天空仿佛可以变得很蔚蓝。
。。。
平伏中。
smile always
take care
(yanxing) 2009
Sweet-ed <3
2:35 AM
Monday, March 09, 2009
“你承认吧。你也想要体验的夸张悲壮。。。”
《失败者的飞翔》-陈绮贞
渐渐。
然后。
习惯。
缩影。
像烛火般。
慢慢一点一点。
发了光亮后，
剩下的残余，
谁还会收拾？
渐渐。
夜晚。
听见。
沉默。
无声的电影。
留的眼泪。
是真实的吗？
渐渐。
角落。
独处。
寂寞。
真实的情感。
疑惑的眼光。
难道是假象吗？
渐渐。
猜疑。
信任。
快乐。
被现实摧毁。
童话故事。
何时让人嘲笑了？
渐渐。
离开。
寻找。
自我。
要简单的。
慢慢放下。
总该看到想得到的吧。。。
“我是我疲倦流浪的太阳光，我热切的希望，能在消失之前得到信仰。。。
《太阳》-陈绮贞
Sweet-ed <3
7:40 AM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
tick tick tick.
tick tick tick.
tick tick tick.
the economy is going into a recession.
and i wonder how come this recession seemed to be affecting everyone.
even those not involved.
we do need to be optimistic to go through such an ordeal.
life is not easy.
it can be filled with disappointment and grievances at times, but we are waiting for moments to anticipate and be happy about. = )
be happy.
that is something we need to learn to do. everyday.
smile always
take care
(yanxing)2009
Sweet-ed <3
9:02 AM
