Saturday, May 31, 2008
this week and last week had been well, i would say, quite a hectic week. my complexion is going downslope once again. *argh*...and that is really because of interrupted sleep and probably loads of mental stress. seriousli, i can't be stress. once that happens, my hormones would al go into wrong pieces.
***aniwae, i attended my 1st funeral in since i am born. a lot of things to do. i realise. or probably because it is my religion. there are some rules you can't break. erz...but i have seriousli broken a few...but for 1 thing i don't understand, why are we always onli nice to ppl when they are like...???hmmz. i guess i am trapped inside this kind of warped idea too. but i still give my basic respect and ya, try my best to follow as much as possible. a tinge of sadness did came down...but i was just wondering was it because of the atmosphere or am i really feeling sad. eRz. and well, my dad is back. so things start to change a bit here and there. sometimes even making me feel tensed up...***
***went out this saturday (which is today)...with my clique. erZ...it was veri fun because we went to this place with golf called liliputt...it might sound childish but okie la, quite new and interesting. though a bit tired after that, it was fun to take photos as if we are tourists. hahaz.
i discreetly did something that i could not have done. hahaz. because it was already half-way planned. photos to be uploaded...and that is i went for my friend's birthday! (my clique de...!) but it is not the exact date...hahaz. so shld be okie. it was mervy's celebration and this is a snap shot a group photo...just one! this is what i call simple happiness. just by going out with them. = )
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
9:33 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
i am finally 20!!!
1 more year to adulthood.
but i am not a teenager anymore.
more like a transistion. or probably in the middle of somewhere.
this 20 is a bit different.
changing some of my perceptions in life
reflecting on how my 19 has been.
i will continue to learn to grow.
learning more to appreciate the happy things around me.
not to take things for granted.
and be good to those who have always been there to put in much care and concern for me.
i will continue to work doubly hard and probably achieve some things in life.
i will try my best to do things that keep my battery going, and stop having negative thoughts.
there are too many great things in life that are ought not to be missed.
thanks to those who have always been giving me so much support and care for the past years of my life.
it is really touching. and much appreciated.
and as for now,
let me enjoy the fact that i am already a 20 year old---kidult! = )
take care
smile always
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
9:22 AM
-my 20th birthday! hahaz. 20th already. i like the design of the cake a lot! = ) -
-random singing at the big k box room...really big!-
-all of us tot she is pregnant...hahaz. with a flat tummy.- lolz.
-demonstrating violence unwillingly...hahaz-
-nice smiles!-
-at la mei zi..the steamboat is not bad though i ate a lot meatballs mainly in the end-
-the group photo!-
-the 4 guys...-
-another group photo! = ) -
my 20th. oh ya 20th bdae celebration was at kbox from 7pm-3am. hahaz! realli quite high and low. high with high songs and low with sad songs. but it was really entertaining and fun. appreciated that much of the cake, the presents and the presence. it has been long since 10 people are together once again!!! really loads of thanks! and i am not old! hahaz. long live 20!!!
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
3:43 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
第四章。。。(finale)
袖珍想起了这几天发生的事，越想越不对劲。
在这样的情人节，她并不像胡思乱想。 可是她的脑力却不断闪过了好多有可能的画面。
在什么头绪也没有的情况下，她决定搭德士去找最好的朋友希敏倾诉。
在德士上，袖珍手中紧握着启明送的礼物。袖珍原本想打开来看，可是不知怎么地，最后却打消了这个念头。
"Storey 16"
袖珍一步一步地走到了希敏的住所。
她看见了一双熟悉的鞋子，但一时却又想不起。
袖珍敲了门。。。
“有什么事吗？”
“启明，你。。。”袖珍愣着。
袖珍还未来得及反应，两行泪水早已簌簌留下。
“你为什么要撒谎？”
袖珍转生就跑，根本没有给启明任何解释的机会。想着自己的好朋友和男友之间的暧昧关系，袖珍的眼泪没有停过。她关了手机，只想平静地过这对她来说最残忍的情人节。。。
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凌晨两点十五分。
袖珍被家里的电话吵醒了。
“请问时陈袖珍小姐吗？这是森明医院。郭启明是你的亲属吗？因为他的皮夹有你的联络号码。。。你可以马上赶来吗？”
袖珍的心情还未平复就必须面对另一个沉重的打击。
“你怎么没有给启明一个解释的机会？” 希敏难过地说着。
You have 2 voice messages.
"1st message"
“袖珍，你听我解释好吗?我不是有心要欺骗你的。我是有苦衷的。”
“2nd meesage"
“袖珍，你到底在哪里？其实我不希望你出国深造。我希望你陪在我身旁，和我一起偕老。所以我才请了希敏帮我想求婚点子，希望能在明天下午在机场给你一个意外的惊喜。袖珍，你。。。。。。”内容被一阵猛烈的撞击声干扰了。
“他真得很爱你的。”希敏一边说着， 一边拿出了启明刚完成的相册。
"our first date..."
"our first anniversary...."
"your first birthday..."
"and our 1st...wedding anniversary?"
袖珍打开了情人节的礼物，望着这条原本就属于自己的心型项链，她崩溃地哭了。。。
-完-
以上故事纯属虚构
如有雷同纯属巧合 = )
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
9:43 AM
hmmz. todae i went out for 1/2 a day, i guess.
and i am really happy today = ) ...
i haven been feeling this way for that long.
and i am really glad.
glad that i said so many things that i kept to myself,
glad that i have such a wonderful group of friends around me,
glad that i don't know what else to say.
how i wish this stays forever... hahaz ok a bit cliche.
the day has been really great.
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
9:29 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
第三章。。。
情人节终于到了。
这是袖珍在离开之前的最后一个情人节。
在法国餐厅里，喝着白酒，甜蜜的气氛不在话下。
“呤。。。”
电话又在一次地响起了。
“怎么了？”
“医院刚才打来，说是方医生病倒了，所以需要医生去代班。。。”
袖珍心里有点失望，但是却能够体恤男朋友的工作性质。
“那快去吧！工作比较重要。”
“对了，这是今天的情人节礼物。”启明说着，然后匆忙地离开。
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袖珍心里难掩无奈与落寞。
穿梭在人来人往的大街上，看着人们都是一对一对的，与孤零零的一个人的确形成强烈的对比。
“不如到医院陪她？”袖珍心里想着。
二话不说地，袖珍买了启明最爱的意大利面，乘搭德士到医院去。
到了医院，袖珍竟然遇见了方医生。
“方医生，你不是病了吗？袖珍心里一阵疑惑。
“谁说我病了啊？怎么情人节没和郭医生一起度过？”
“没什么。。。”袖珍傻傻地笑着，一句话也说不出。
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smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
7:57 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
-->er. can you see? this is my broken tooth. lolz. "drilled"...urgh.met up with my clique today to watch 死神的秘密。。。i think it is not bad. the starting a bit slow la. but as the thing progresses, it is actually better. i would give it 3.5 stars la. the ending is quite sad and also veri special. simple. nice. heez = ) adjectives very limited. <-- went to ajitei for for dinner but eat tofu only.
-第二章-
袖珍最近都异常的开心。虽然说已经要离开新加坡了，可是因为最近启明的工作表比较轻松，因此他们几乎每晚都见面。
今天，他们决定在家里自己煮晚餐。 袖珍正在厨房烹调他最爱吃的意大利面。
“怎么那么慢啊？快饿死了。！”
“如果没有能耐等，以后就请别人帮你做吧！”
“那我真的请别的女人来了哦！”启明半开玩笑地说。
袖珍只是对着启明做了个鬼脸，然后假装生气。
“我在说的是我妈妈呀。”
“我才不在乎呢。”
两人就是如此，常爱斗嘴，俨然是对欢喜冤家。
“呤。。。”
这是启明的电话响起了。
“我去接个电话。”
启明走进房里，表情显得有点焦虑。
“不是跟你说过了吗？过几天就解决了啊！她当然是蒙在鼓里的。”
袖珍早已在门后，听见启明的对话。
“他有什么事瞒着我吗？” 袖珍拼命地不去想，走到了厨房，并没有听完启明的对话。
启明挂了电话之后，若无其事地回到客厅。
“没什么事吗？”
“没有啦。医院打来的。”
“噢。。。” 袖珍更加怀疑了。。。
-待续-
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
8:28 AM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
i think the whole climatic situation in the world is getting really bad. i am feeling exceptionally hot la. okie. aniwae. i suddenli thought of coming up with a little story. i mean just suddenly feel like writing a story. see how my brains are still working not. lolz
this is my 1st story. chapter 1.
这是我的第一篇小故事。。。
-第一章-
“恭喜你！终于被伦敦那所有名的大学录取了！我看你这次得好好感谢你的男朋友了！要不是帮你写了那封推荐信，我看你的机会可没有那么大了！”
“好啦。我知道。但我还是有一点实力的！ 可别看小我！” 袖珍虽然怎么说，心中却非常地感激男友的细心体贴。
袖珍应该算是很幸福的女生。不仅有了那么一位要好的朋友希敏， 而且还有一个已经交往块六年的医生男友。现在有终于考上了她梦寐以求的大学。难怪她现在已经笑得合不拢嘴了。
“我看我还得等个一两年呢！都怪自己不好，学分修不够。。。看来要找份工作来养活自己了！”
希敏说道。
也的确，希敏的成绩一向来都比不上袖珍。她们从中学时期就认识彼此了。而袖珍的成绩似乎没有一次是比希敏低的。虽然希敏从来不介意，但是却还是偶尔会在袖珍面前碎碎念。毕竟是好朋友嘛。说说几句，也不会伤感情。
“我相信你明年一定会成功的！ 不要气馁！好了，不和你多说了。我和他还有约。难得他今天早下班，我一定要立刻把好消息告诉他！”
“走吧走吧。。。幸福的女人！”希敏半开玩笑地说着。
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“我是来找人的。”袖珍对侍应生说道。
启明看见了袖珍，示意叫她走过来。
袖珍难以掩饰兴奋的表情，急忙地说道: "我被录取了！”
“真的吗?” 启明紧握着袖珍的双手。 此刻的启明开心得差一点手舞足蹈起来。
”可是这一去就是三年。。。你会常来看我吧？”
“傻瓜！这是什么话。我当然会抽空找你啊！" 启明一边说着，一边把手举起，好像要做个发誓的手势。
“好啦！可以啦！”
“那今年的情人节我要特别难忘的! 要不然还得等三年。。。”袖珍故作撒娇地说道。
“今年一定会很特别！可是我每年一定会飞到伦敦和你庆祝的！”启明说着。
“我上个厕所， 很快就回来。”
侍应生在端才时不小心打翻了启明的公事包。袖珍正在整理时，发现里头有一个小盒子。袖珍在好奇心的唆使下，打开一看，原来是一条心型项链。
袖珍把公事包放回了启明的座位，想到这会是自己今年收到的情人节礼物，心里像个小孩般暗自庆喜。
“在笑什么啊？" 启明从厕所回来时说道。
“没什么。”袖珍假装着，心里难掩快乐。
夜晚，灯火阑珊，启明和袖珍漫步着。
从巴士站走到袖珍家只需要十五分钟，可是两人却花了半个小时。
“怎么那么快啊？好像才走了五分钟就到我家了。”袖珍埋怨着。
“很快又会再见面的啊！”说着，启明亲吻了袖珍的额头。
此刻的袖珍应该是最幸福的女人吧。。。。
-待续-
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
5:01 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
this is probably my MOST boring saturday out of camp.
er. okie i am exaggerating.
possibly because i didn go out.
i had loads of time with myself though.
but i did meet mw in the morning still and had lunch also. lolz.
but after that, i was like "huh?" what am i going to do next?
so it was time for money-spending! hahaz. not realli to that extent la.
i travelled to vivocity. alone. yep. alone. to get a book that i wanted but was already out of stock. i wanted to read the book called 死神的精确度。But well it was Out of stock. as expected. because it is going to be shown as a movie in Singapore in May and the main cast is Takeshi...but i was attracted to that book because of the critic's viewpoint. It seemed nice. a few stories combined together...and because it was Out of stock, that meant i had to find one book by myself. i wouldn't want to go home empty-handed...so i finally grabbed one. it is my 1st long book after finishing all those 视觉系books. hahaz. and i have started a few pages. hmmz. quite refreshing. and i think i will like if it continues this way. lolz~ will talk about this book hopefulli by the next entry. heeZ.
okie. nothing much to update already.
and i am going to 20 soon! = )
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
5:33 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
todae is a boring day.
er. stayed at home most of the time.
hahaz. but past 2 days was quite fun though.
okie. more to update tmr night.
i am not updating at the right time. = )
take care
smile always
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
8:01 AM
