Saturday, March 29, 2008
i have finally decided on this blogskin.
simple but well i sort of think it is good. easy to use also. heez.
life has been fine for me.
just when i was at the train, some stuffs sort of trigger my thoughts.
and i was playing this song...which i sort of liked quite a lot.
simple tune but good lyrics.
that can make a person feel touched.
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我想。。。
我想到巴黎感染浪漫的气氛，
想到日本看我最爱的小叮当，
想到澳洲，然后住在一个靠近小农场的小屋子里，
想到台湾乘搭高铁，
想到纽约然后似模似样的假装自己是留学生，
想到中国的庙宇寻找心中总是缺乏的宁静，
想到希腊看看世界闻名的古迹，也能衬托自己的渺小，
想到南非了解当地人的生活，告诉自己其实已经很幸福了，学会知足。
就一步一脚印地。。。
自己一个人，
拿着相机，
一边走，一边拍
这样的妄想似乎有点奢侈。但好希望能成真。。。
但现实的社会总是有太多诱惑夹杂着，
使我们忘了其实我们还有好多为完成的事。
国外的空气应该比较新鲜吧。。。
偶尔从一个盲目的社会里出走，未尝不是一件好事。
在长大一点，
当我有能力这么做时。。。
我一定要那么尝试。。。
能够释放压抑的心情，能够让自己好好充电，
好好地沉淀一阵子。。。
我期待着。
虽然有点遥远，但至少也有了个概念。
人生也该有放慢脚步的时候。
虽然要往前走，也要懂得让脚休息。
毕竟人生并不长，也只有一次。
在珍惜的同时，
我们也要学会如何过得充实。
虽然现在的生活和自己做的事总显得背道而驰，
但是等到有一天可以独立时，
我应该也会努力朝这个方向迈进。
所以
大家都要加油。
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
10:01 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
-we celebrated LL's bdae on 22nd march 2008! though it was a bit earlier, but well...it was one of the times that all of us got together!!! = ) here are some of the N number of photos... a picture paint a thousand words...
the most "zuo zuo" award 2008...they will be able to get the champion. againz. hahaz = )
the 4 of us.
-a grp shot @ Holland V-
-@ ShoKudO-
-the TRIPLET!!!- hahaz. = )
-these 2 girls are younger than me....hahaz.-
-photo with hh, joc, elf and mervy-
-i really can't act cute. hahaz. the rest of the 3 are experts.-
-mirror image!-
-Shokudo...could have eaten more!!! i didn't feel full @ all. lolz~
-the "Darlie" group- hahaz. darlie smile. = )
-Another grp photo! hahaz. (like timbre...) = ) -
-another shot with the b'dae girl...happy 20th!-
-Shokudo...could have eaten more!!! i didn't feel full @ all. lolz~-the "Darlie" group- hahaz. darlie smile. = )-Another grp photo! hahaz. (like timbre...) = ) --another shot with the b'dae girl...happy 20th!-smile always
take care
(xing) 08
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Sweet-ed <3
12:44 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i am trying my best to update every week. so that my blog wouldn't rust. that easily. lolz.
saturdae was volunteering. it was still quite a memoriable experience. well, it was the one of the very few times i felt so close to community work? i was initially rather taken aback by the reactions initially, but i knew that since i had already taken 1 step out, i might as well use all my energy. and it was draining yet fufilling indeed. at least. i got to know that some things are really meaningful in life. besides the normal routine. afterwhich went dinner with my clique. not a big grp though. sort of the regulars la. always so on. lolz. hahaz. also pai seh sometimes. well. realli gd ppl i noe of. todae practically stayed home. watched dvd. tried to do some work. but the computer don't seem to listen to me. hahaz.
好像很多事情都不能用常理来解释.
像感情这回事.
单方面的付出是不会有结果的.
两个巴掌才能拍出声音.
所以,当我们知道对方不可能喜欢自己时,
我们可以选择另一种喜欢她/他的方式.
在一旁看见对方很幸福也是一件快乐的事.
能在一旁守护着
当然不需要像天使一样那么夸张
但我已觉得这是一种很高尚的爱情观了.
好像是因为看了戏才会有这种想法的.
虽然这应该很难, 但我想可以学习成为这样的人, 也不错.
虽然说电视剧的情节都是夸大其词的,
虽然说现实生活里不可能有这样的傻瓜,
虽然说现代人的感情世界越来越泛滥
但我还是希望自己可以在这样混乱的世界
保持自己的立场
偶尔也像电视剧的人物
懂得放手
懂得去喜欢
因为只有懂得喜欢一个人的道理时,一个人才有资格享受被喜欢的感觉.
这也是从电视剧听到的.
但至少我觉得这一句很真实.
爱, 是一本书.
要一点一点地咀嚼才能感受到
幸福的果实.
无论最后自己的身边有没有另一个她/他,
但至少也翻完了整本书,
最起码不要破坏"爱" 这个美丽的字眼.
当然,
我还在前几页,
还有好多还没学习的.
lolz.
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
7:08 AM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
well this week has nothing much to update.
went to my grandma house for good dinner, but had swensens earlier, so was seriously quite full. hahaz.
saturday went out with jc clique. waraku serves good food though. 2 thumbs up!
friday went to shokudo...the queue was EXTREMELY long. singaporeans realli love queueing.even within the arena itself. hahaz. the food is also great. udon. omelette. mango ice. most of them were nice. but a bit ex la. so next time must plan well before ordering. but it was nice. the environment was right. the ambience was there. because it was meeting interact ppl.
3 thumbs up!!! = )
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我喜欢看着蓝天
也喜欢发着呆
偶尔望着夜空。
什么也不想。
也不需要像个机械人般
穿梭在人来人往的某一处。
地铁站，巴士里。。。
总显得特别渺小。
但望着天空时，
感觉就很不一样。
人好像变伟大了，
世界好像能听见我的呼唤。
就只有在这样的时候
我们才有时间好好想想。。。
偶尔，
我们还是需要适当地回头望。
没错，往前走
的确很重要。
但，
感觉累的时候
我们还是要学会好好深呼吸，
好好学放下身段，
一点一点的重新冲刺。
机械人都要换电池，
更何况是活生生的人。。。
okie. the computer decides to stop me to type chinese.
hahaz.
smile always
take care
(xing) 2008
Sweet-ed <3
8:27 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
well. had another boring subject for this blog. irrelevance. probably cannot think of anything better. lolz.
this friday went back to ny to attend a chinese drama concert. i expected it to be okie. since i was interested in chinese myself too. went back with hn, wl and yy. the show was alright. but well, please don't try to make something that big next time. simple stories can win over the hearts of many too at time. didn't talk to any teacher at all because i didn't see much of them.
saturday was outing with my clique- rebel. 7 ppl went. places like chomp chomp, must always go with people that you can crap and talk to. hahaz. good food. good ppl to talk to. good laughter too! = ) juno was not bad. though some of the casts spoke too fast. (probably my english is a 6, that is why i couldn't really catch up...) but i tot the plot was gd, as in it was realistic. not like the kind of korean or taiwan dramas...at least it was something new. and well a bit sad and funny at the same time.
i am seriously getting poor. i felt so when i was entering the pin number and saw my acct balance. i haven got new things after new year. i haven got a pair of good shoes since N years. hmmz. well. i really need to save. and yes, need to earn. lolz.
okie. that is about it.
some things when seen at a broader perspective
makes you feel better.
smile always
take care
(xing) 08
Sweet-ed <3
12:53 AM
