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Friday, December 07, 2007

todae is fridae. 7.12.07 also my sister's birthdae! hahaz. but never get her anything. also no wishes la. but i think she understand de. hahaz. next time la. when i am rich. lolz



todae went out with my clique *rebel* to attend jocelyn baptism. can see that they are very happy and i am glad for jocelyn that she is doing something that she wanted to. just that we missed her life story sharing. next time baz!~~~

afterwhich we went to prata shop @ boon keng. the food there is not too bad. especially the mutarbak laz. however, it was oredi near 10 by then la. ate all the way until 11 plus near to 12. was still fun to talk to them. hahaz. as funny as ever. though sometimes all of us are in the wrong frequencies. lolz.

i wasn't feeling veri gd actualli cox i got 2 extras for next month. but i didn't want to say i feel a bit sianz also. but this feeling sort of eased away when i saw rebel.

i am still feeling a tinge of weirdness in my body flowing. i don't know why. but i think everyone think i am leading a veri gd life. i hope they don't see it this way. even if yes, i just want to sae it is still the perspective you perceive. i just want to see the happy things, that is why i would never want to be angry.

i overheard a song over the radio todae and it reminded me of BMT...i always listened to that song when i sleep. i admitted i cried at least twice during the first few days cause really couldnt adapt. but then it was okie after that. so when i listen to this song now, it reminds me of the days there. i saw this in someone's mail in his ORD message...here it goes "i will never forget.....bla bla bla bla...." and ended off with "love and tears"...

i will not comment.

i am starting to get a bit worried abt my current life. especially...hmmz. i really think Singapore is a very realistic country. it is so meritocratic. i just hope i can ORD soon. again, it is the mental pressure that is creating the hurdle. how i wish sometimes i would so decisive. how i wish i would behave like an adult. how i wish i would take more intiative. how i wish i will be able to do things like what anyone wants. how i wish. but would that be me?

okie. enough sulking.
i noe i will still be a happy person at the end of the day.
christmas is waiting...
jingle bells...!

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
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