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Sunday, September 30, 2007

有时候觉得好孤单.
这样的感觉是很莫名的, 悄悄的.
有时候觉得好疲倦
这样的感觉是累人的, 令人心烦的.

好像孤岛一样在某个角落被人冷落.

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记得有人对我说大人的是不要理比较好
可是有时候不是说不要就可以不要的.
而且, 也做得太明显了吧...
况且, 我也不小了.
不要在我面前说一些刺耳的话.
我不是傻瓜.
什么"代言人"
还是说些 "以为" 的话.
够了.
即使你们要演戏, 要斗一番,
可以离我远一点...吗?

不要说你是巧合,
不要说是为我好,
我已经长大了.
有时候
我多么希望能够离开这样虚假的世界.

如果我是幸福的,
那么为什么我看到那么多我不想看的画面?
我真的有一点累了.

不要再说哪个不知去向的老头会不会回来.
反正对我而言, 他已经不存在了.

不要再我面前假装要我听到一些我"不该听" 得失, 以为我会去传话...
反正对我而言, 你要怎样过生活, 已经不管我的事了.
只要不要打扰我的生活就足够了.
毕竟我也已经装得够傻了, 不是吗?

不要再说什么要让这一切有个完美结局诸如此类的话了...
反正即使真的完整了, 我也不会开心,
因为我已经无形地被刺痛了.

够了
真的够了,
我只求你们下次在计划这下一步的时候
不要再我面前出现
走得远一点.
拜托.

好像破碎的玻璃杯一样
即使粘回去了,
还是会有裂痕的.
不是吗?

请让我相信世界还是美好的.

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smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
5:47 AM


Saturday, September 22, 2007

i guess all of us are revolving in the small little world. the world is not too big actually, and if you were to just talk about Singapore alone by itself, that is even smaller- well minute actually. probably it is because of this that Singapore has so much problems related to mental and emotional health. well...we are so advanced.

yesterday wasn't a very good day for me. for 5 seconds, i thought i didn't have too much friends. for another 10 seconds, i thought no one understood how i felt no matter how much i do. for another 15 seconds, i thought probably i am just contributing too little that no one can feel it. but another 20 seconds later, i became myself again. everything is fine now. sometimes, it is tough even having to put an explanation.

but well,
i am still the same me. at least till now.
: )

and i am glad that i am still okie.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007


this was what i saw i Jolin's MV words:

一个没有过去的人
还会担心自己的未来吗?

I thought it sounded quite true.

Sweet-ed <3
11:02 PM


Saturday, September 15, 2007

simply have no other title to put on the subject headings...so put "hahaha" for no absolute reason. hahaha.

this week is quite a long working week for me. ya cox need to work on fridae night but shan't complain cause i am already very fortunate. hmmz. well.
nothing much to update but i guess we must really appreciate ourselves for what we are. but sometimes it is not too easy, isn't it? looking forward to next week! cox got outing!
anyway i was waiting for a bus at night, then i suddenly got "ling gan" to blog something....before that, here are some of the news update this particular week.

ON THE HEADLINES

-01) If you haven known, there has been some sort of shaking and trembling in Singapore because of the the devastating earthquake that happened reaching the Ritcher Scale of 8.5.

Comments: Seriously i think we are veri fortunate because of our geographical location. But I am seriously surprised that some Singaporeans actually ask themselves "huh, why you can feel the tremble but i cannot ah?" in the first place, it is not good thing right. Please spare a thought for those who are really in danger. Sort of taking things for granted...i was once like that too but then come to think of it, i must be mad la.

-02) Fire that occurred at Hougang that caused serious consequence

03) Bus fare is going to raise by 1 to 2 cents for those using ezlink card

Comments: Er...well, i guess it rises quite periodically. but well, no comments. hahaz. just that i am also part of the 'victim' because i only got my MRT concession! sianz.

**Comments are all personal**

Okie, now my ling gan...


影子

站在傍晚的青草地上
看见两个属于自己的影子
它们好像离得好远
却又好像很靠近

往前移的话
两个影子或许会在一个交叉点汇合
退后的话
它们变会渐行渐远
甚至会看不见
最后只剩下一个.

感情也是如吧
事实上,什么关系好像都必须如此经营
就想橡皮筋一样
也和影子一样

不让步的话
只回加深彼此的隔阂
但只要两人都往前的话
关系也会自然而然得更和谐

但在这纷乱的繁华都市里
在自我保护的环境之下
又有谁会真正让步呢?

即使真的会
社会好像乱的我们的阵脚
模糊了方向
还是只是借口?

或许吧...
只是影子罢了...
都说是影子了.
是虚幻的吧.
怎能是真实的?

take care
smile always
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
10:46 AM


Sunday, September 09, 2007

again not any good subject headings...

this week passed very fast as well. especially weekends. really fast, i would say.
well, nothing much to update actually. but i am glad that it is september.
and i am definitely glad.

friends and family make me.


smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

*chinese story to be updated soon.

Sweet-ed <3
5:29 AM


Sunday, September 02, 2007

okie. here comes another entry. i guess as we grow older, some things just have to change. for my case, changes don't seem to be on the good side in some aspects. hmmz. sometimes i wish i was born to be a prince. but well, all this seemed impossible. for tat particular moment when you know ur family is in debts... well, let's not brood on it. heez : ) since it has already come, no point crying over spilt milk. september has finally arrived. school holidays is starting tomorrow...how i miss those days. hahaz.

小草。。。

小草
它那么不起眼
那么容易就被别人践踏
但被践踏之后
它还是会顽固地站起来

小草
它那么憔悴
那么普通
但是它却又自己的生命力
它还是会努力地拼搏到底

小草
它任有风吹
那么渺小
即使没有人记起
它还是会为了自己而不放弃

小草
虽然总有一天
当其他的草飞走了
或者是你被狂风卷走了
还是会有一些与你飞往同样目的的草
和你作伴
所以不要伤心了。

小草
毕竟会飞走的。。。
只要你知道那些还未飞走的小草
还记得你
应该就满足了。

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
7:35 AM