i love may. though this may might turn out to be a different. BUT NO WAY! NO ONE IS GOING TO DESTROY MY LOVELY MAY! hahaz....
how was may last year?? it was wonderful....hahaz. hopefully it will be gd this year too... todae went K BOX. how long have i not went? probably not too long ago. but this time feels much better. at least i felt comfortable with myself.
.... i guess some choices are made by ourselves. we twist our own fate when they are meant to be that way. are we being stubborn or trying to make things better? actually i myself find it confusing too. actually we are all selfish. ain't it so? as we grow older, we try more to protect ourselves and restrict ourselves to a boundary that makes it hard for people to enter...
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sometimes i veri tired. and i will start questioning myself some really dumb questions...like when i am living in where i am. why am i in somewhere where i don't like....oh...and i will feel life being miserable and all sorts of stuff....even feel like just collapsing like that....but when i see the many things that surround me, i feel myself being SERIOUSLY DUMB. there are just too many people who are even having more troubles than me, but they continue to move on with their lives although it is tough. i saw the old man who was selling kopi at a veri old age with a hunchback....why does he have to earn a living at such an age? shouldn't he be enjoying himself? and another guy who needed someone's help to hail a cab....and only had $4 left to go to hougang and looked sorry for not having enough money when he was talking to the taxi-driver.... so i wonder. why are we still so complacent abt where we are. failures, i guess they are just meant to be incorporated into our lives. growing up is never easy. but there are people not even or denied a chance to do so. so how can i be feeling upset at this moment? that makes me evil...
so i am going to live everidae w/o regrets... for i don't know when will i be denied of what i have now. though i might not be financially rich, but i need to be mentally rich.... hahaz. sometimes, taking a step out makes you see another world. and you will understand that you are really veri fortunate already.
smile always take care (yX) 2007
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