maybe someone would want to tell me what is my direction NOW. growing up is something experienced once a lifetime. so sometimes, being happy and contented is realli important to keep yourself going and moving with the society. indeed, the world is not that beautiful afterall. But then we need to change another angle or perception such that it becomes beautiful to us. It is hard but we are all learning things the hard way. isn't it?
it takes sometime to realise sometimes who is good to you, what is the world like. it feels funny to be on 18 and going 19. a period where you start to ponder abour ur future, to ponder abt ur problems, to ponder abt so much and that much....probably the hardest transistion ani teenager would face. but then since it is only once a lifetime, we just need to go through it ONCE! hahaz. must be more optmistic de.
>>>i don't know where my future is heading me to. probably something defined. probably something unknown. but for whatever reason it is going to be, i realise i need to be dependent of myself and no one else. probably turn into people whom i trust when i feel upset, depressed, anxious or wadever. but i guess that will take time...step by step as we learn...
>>>the road is tough, no one says it is going to be smooth, but we just got to make the best out of it. times to be happy, times to go wild, times to relax......i don't like to think abt tml now, for todae seemed more impt. just want to stay happy. that's all.
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