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Saturday, February 17, 2007

finalli i have quite some time to blog my thoughts after the gruelling period i had. well, i wouldn't and shouldn't make it sound so bad....but i realise i cannot think when i am in this period....everyday just passes by....being mentalli tired...getting sleepy at 10pm.....starting to lose my own identity....and onli looking forward to book outs. Indeed, i must admit i am realli not feeling gd. but i guess the reason is obvious. but well, i noe this is a critical period to pass through, so i will just bite on it with some enjoyment at times.

not knowing what to type. i guess such a kind of feeling will onli be experienced once in a lifetime. well, feeling numb. yes, numb. hahaz. u dun even noe what u are doing everidae. well, i don think i shld be too pessimistic abt it for i have gone through 5 wks oredi. i am no longer a new born baby. 4 more weeks and i will be a fully transformed children. and 1 year plus more to an adult. hahaz. what a description.

this year chinese new year is still the same. but the excitment no longer holds. probably because of my status right now...and also because of some problems that occurred in the recent months. well, at least my family is still safe and sound. that is all i HOPE for. it feels realli touching especially at this period...u start to realise the importance of family support....they are the ppl who understand you....and giving you that mental strength. friends too definiteli. : )

with an age older comes much more responsiblity. it is realli fortunate to be still studying and to be secondary or jc student. it is just something tat you need to treasure. i seriousli think why did i even complain to wake up at 650am everi morning. we need to move along with the world and the society, but it seemed now like i am dragged by the time and the world. being moved by them. i guess i realli need sometime to recover my own identity. well, i just hope everything goes fine for the next month. that's all. -really-

probably one day i will learn more.
and see things on the brighter side.
where the sun still continues to shine.
like everidae.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
10:38 PM