<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/9707781?origin\x3dhttp://theworldofhappiness.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


Y


Saturday, February 03, 2007

back to blogging...took me like almost an hr before i got onto the webpage. life has been bewildering for me. i wonder now what am i doing everidae. i need to be mentally stronger and have more confidence in myself. i realli lack all this. so sometimes i would try to escape from reality. which is realli BAD. i need to stay optimistic so that i will win the war. SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE. i do hope so. it is not easy. especially the next 2 weeks. sorta get threatened by words like confinement and guard duties. they sound rather scary. well, but i know i got to adapt to all this and adjust. onli until the 3rd week that i realised i have not realli changed my mindset. so i have been self-deceiving. sadly. : ( but i have told myself many things. so i will jiayou. there is too much out there waiting for me to do after the 5th chapter comes to first quarter- whistle blow. i noe they are all supporting me. so i must stay STRONG. definiteli. : )

hope to meet interact ppl soon. hahaz. quite long nvr see them le. steamboat @ mel's house! yea! chinese new year gdgd! hahaz.

okie....i got to get myself mentally adjusted le. just like what the others tell me. don't want my family to get worried even though i am not coping well. just 6 more weeks. : ) I know i can do it.

-believe-

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
9:41 PM