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Saturday, February 24, 2007

okie...seriousli dunno what to blog...but i thought i still need to since i was not ard home for a few days....my blog seemed to sound a bit pessimistic.....actualli i am fine but probably because of the fact that i am still lost at where i am at this period when most of them have oredi adjusted to this mentality. week 7......no more outfield FINALLY. something to be relieved about. well, but hopefulli week 7 would be a gd one with so many events coming up and scheduling. yupz. i guess i just have to learn how to take things step by step and that some things in life are meant to set in, so i just got to jolly well learn to accept it. it needs to be sunk into my head. there are many out there who are also facing the same obstacles as me....so why not just go through it? hahaz....i have decided to queue for the DONUT FACTORY liao after week 7 is over. i guess what i am more afraid is the fear within ME. SOC, AGR, i am afraid of failures. afraid of being reprimanded, afraid of so many corporal punishments.....but i guess this is just part and parcel of it. i realli need to stay OPTIMISTIC. i guess i will learn it. but just a bit more slower than the OTHERS.

with that
more to be updated next week

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
9:20 PM


Monday, February 19, 2007

this is just one day before my book in and seriousli and officially....i must admit that i am realli not feeling good about this at all. though i noe it has oredi been 5 weeks....yes and i shld have adapted it...but i noe that my heart and mind is not convinced and adapted to all this at all. i am just leading a life with no minds. my mental is tired from all this. there is simply too little time for me to recover mentally before i am even prepared to move on to the next challenge. i am LOST in my own way. what an irony. haz. afterall, this is a process tat is mandatory in life. i am lost for words now. not even know what my next line is going to be. probabli i will feel better the next morning. that is because i still have some belief in myself and i still look forward to a bright future ahead.

to all those who are facing the same obstacles as me
be in any aspect
we will all be able to win the battle.

smile always
take care
(yX)2007

Sweet-ed <3
8:36 AM


Saturday, February 17, 2007

finalli i have quite some time to blog my thoughts after the gruelling period i had. well, i wouldn't and shouldn't make it sound so bad....but i realise i cannot think when i am in this period....everyday just passes by....being mentalli tired...getting sleepy at 10pm.....starting to lose my own identity....and onli looking forward to book outs. Indeed, i must admit i am realli not feeling gd. but i guess the reason is obvious. but well, i noe this is a critical period to pass through, so i will just bite on it with some enjoyment at times.

not knowing what to type. i guess such a kind of feeling will onli be experienced once in a lifetime. well, feeling numb. yes, numb. hahaz. u dun even noe what u are doing everidae. well, i don think i shld be too pessimistic abt it for i have gone through 5 wks oredi. i am no longer a new born baby. 4 more weeks and i will be a fully transformed children. and 1 year plus more to an adult. hahaz. what a description.

this year chinese new year is still the same. but the excitment no longer holds. probably because of my status right now...and also because of some problems that occurred in the recent months. well, at least my family is still safe and sound. that is all i HOPE for. it feels realli touching especially at this period...u start to realise the importance of family support....they are the ppl who understand you....and giving you that mental strength. friends too definiteli. : )

with an age older comes much more responsiblity. it is realli fortunate to be still studying and to be secondary or jc student. it is just something tat you need to treasure. i seriousli think why did i even complain to wake up at 650am everi morning. we need to move along with the world and the society, but it seemed now like i am dragged by the time and the world. being moved by them. i guess i realli need sometime to recover my own identity. well, i just hope everything goes fine for the next month. that's all. -really-

probably one day i will learn more.
and see things on the brighter side.
where the sun still continues to shine.
like everidae.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
10:38 PM



haPPy chInese New yEar 2007!!!

hahaz. i have a short break until tuesdae evening before book in! 4 days is so much better than nothing lorz. hahaz. okok. halfway through POP le! woohoo! will update tml...todae veri tired le.....and sleepy. later type wrong things. hahaz.

to be updated.

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
8:26 AM


Saturday, February 03, 2007

back to blogging...took me like almost an hr before i got onto the webpage. life has been bewildering for me. i wonder now what am i doing everidae. i need to be mentally stronger and have more confidence in myself. i realli lack all this. so sometimes i would try to escape from reality. which is realli BAD. i need to stay optimistic so that i will win the war. SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE. i do hope so. it is not easy. especially the next 2 weeks. sorta get threatened by words like confinement and guard duties. they sound rather scary. well, but i know i got to adapt to all this and adjust. onli until the 3rd week that i realised i have not realli changed my mindset. so i have been self-deceiving. sadly. : ( but i have told myself many things. so i will jiayou. there is too much out there waiting for me to do after the 5th chapter comes to first quarter- whistle blow. i noe they are all supporting me. so i must stay STRONG. definiteli. : )

hope to meet interact ppl soon. hahaz. quite long nvr see them le. steamboat @ mel's house! yea! chinese new year gdgd! hahaz.

okie....i got to get myself mentally adjusted le. just like what the others tell me. don't want my family to get worried even though i am not coping well. just 6 more weeks. : ) I know i can do it.

-believe-

smile always
take care
(yX) 2007

Sweet-ed <3
9:41 PM