Tuesday, November 28, 2006
todae decided to use chinese to blog
so it will be easier to express what i want to say.
>>>>今天凌晨我又和朋友到了一间咖啡店...
我偶然地遇上了第一个令我印象深刻的老人.
我很不明白,都这么老了,怎么还要出来谋生? 看上去都有六十岁了吧...
他很亲切地问我们要喝什么,然后很快地便捧了那些饮料到我们的桌上.
他很糊涂,可是却很慈祥. 他不确定地数着我给予他的钞票,然后又再向我确定.
然后,他亲切地微笑了.
再临走之前,还拍了我的肩膀,说"慢慢吃"....继续地为下一名食客服务.....
那时候,我是被感动的. 望着他的背影,我甚至想着为什么他不能享受自己的人生?
是生活鞭子的唆使吗? 还是对工作的一份热诚? 可是,他的那么一句话,
我的的确被感动了. 就这样, 虽然辛苦但他却没放弃.
在为他感到心疼之余,也为他的坚强而有所领悟.
我是否老了之后能那样看待人生?
再一次看着他的背影,我是难过的.
我想,这样的生活并不是他要的.
可是,他却懂得让别人快乐.
因此,他是令我感动的.
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很巧的,大约两的小时后,
在我的家楼下,我看见一个步履蹒跚的老人正一边低着头,一边在马路的中央行走.
他没有方向的走这,就连夜里开车的人都为了他而开得小心翼翼.
然后,他不停地走着,看起来刚喝醉的样子.
此刻,我无法对这样的老人而感到悲哀.
相比之下,我有点鄙视他.
喝醉对他们永远似乎是逃避现实的良方.
但他们能够逃避多久?
一天?
一星期?
一年?
还是一辈子?
这样虚度人生,
我看不出他们的意义.
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我看我将无法忘怀
那个慈祥的老人.
即使那句话那么简单,
它却已烙印在我心里.
在想想,
我呢?
我是否珍惜过自己家里的老人?
事实上,
我感到惭愧.
我无法想象
也不敢想象
我会如何.
家
虽然未必是最好的避风港
但也是唯一可以诉说真心的地方
-enD-
smile always
take care
(yX) 2006
Sweet-ed <3
11:08 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
i Have been buSy. actualli. i don noe whether i shld be :) or :( because time seemed to pass seriousli veri fast.... and it is like veri veri fast....1.5 more months i would be in NS. 3.5 more months i would get my A levels......
everything is so fast but i still have to keep myself busy....no choice...have to start working though the pay is not high but if not i won't be earning anything. i can't simply rely on my mother to give me $.....already 18 le lox.people in Africa would have started working by 15. so i doubt anitink is too earli. somemore it is something that i am familiarise. though it is realli boring. and ur back hurts like u feel like killing something lo.
hAHax-----
oh...all my friends are finalli ending their A levels by tmr.....
i have been going out this few days, having gatherings with exco last time, and also with my JC class people and i just send off Chu Hui which is one of my gd friends this morning and Changi Airport .Hope that she will be fine there and everything will be okie. hahax. when will rebel be meeting? must realli wait until christmas? by then my neck already stretch until break le.......going to have class chalet 4E1/04 next week! cant imagine we are actualli having our 4th or 5th chalet in the 4th year! hahax. veri veri gd. hOpefully can meet interact ppl this wkend....quite sometime nvr see 'em since A's! hahax. den can EAT again! yea!!! : ).....tml working again...veri tired but no choice. hahax.
hope i will have a beautiful december before my 5th chapter is going to begin......i believe it will be. hopefully? and may all my friends have a wonderful december too! those in poly must also jiayou in the next coming semester 3! hahax. and jiayou in finishing ya assignments in semester 2. hEEx : )
tHis hoLiday is meant to be treasured
so let's not waste it!
hahax : )
take care
smile always
(yX) 2006
Sweet-ed <3
6:16 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
it is 5 am now......
12 more hrs and i will be outside again...... ........
i have not stop going out after MY exams and seriousli i am guilt-ridden........i am just so TIRED....sometimes....and going out seemed my onli chance of destress.....although there shld be no more stress oredi.....finally going to work soon.....at least i found sth to do......
probably the next few outings left would be with rebel, 4E1 chalet, class and interact , i guess? before i move oN to the 5th chapter of my life....quite short shld be abt less den 3 yrs??? hahax.......
ya
and i doubt i will come alvin house le...haZ.
aniwae.....
aiyOx.
so much tHings
as we groW oLDer
but we have to FacE 'em
sadly.
HAHAx
smilealways
takecare
(yX)
2006
Sweet-ed <3
1:03 PM
it is 5 am now......
12 more hrs and i will be outside again...... ........
i have not stop going out after MY exams and seriousli i am guilt-ridden........i am just so TIRED....sometimes....and going out seemed my onli chance of destress.....although there shld be no more stress oredi.....finally going to work soon.....at least i found sth to do......
probably the next few outings left would be with rebel, 4E1 chalet, class and interact , i guess? before i move oN to the 5th chapter of my life....quite short shld be abt less den 3 yrs??? hahax.......
ya
and i doubt i will come alvin house le...haZ.
aniwae.....
aiyOx.
so much tHings
as we groW oLDer
but we have to FacE 'em
sadly.
HAHAx
smilealways
takecare
(yX)
2006
Sweet-ed <3
1:03 PM
it is 5 am now......
12 more hrs and i will be outside again...... ........
i have not stop going out after MY exams and seriousli i am guilt-ridden........i am just so TIRED....sometimes....and going out seemed my onli chance of destress.....although there shld be no more stress oredi.....finally going to work soon.....at least i found sth to do......
probably the next few outings left would be with rebel, 4E1 chalet, class and interact , i guess? before i move oN to the 5th chapter of my life....quite short shld be abt less den 3 yrs??? hahax.......
ya
and i doubt i will come alvin house le...haZ.
aniwae.....
aiyOx.
so much tHings
as we groW oLDer
but we have to FacE 'em
sadly.
HAHAx
smilealways
takecare
(yX)
2006
Sweet-ed <3
1:03 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
as promised.....hahax.i will a do long blog todae. was simply thinking of something to blog.....hahax. finalli i tot of blogging rebel. heex-----if it is too boring,then i think you better not scroll down le..... :)
i am actualli at alvin house now......when i saw a stack of photos and so many pictures folder in his computer......that loads in my memory for the previous 5 years.......i know we cannot live on memory but just for this hour....hahax. cause there are like 10,000 pictures .........lo.
soree ehi.....melissa the veri 1st photo nvr include you....couldn't find urs.....probably you were talking to your ern erm then....hahax.......in the other classroom???? hahax........
i guess each and everyone of us simply makes a part of the clique........that's why our friendship has gone so far....though at times turning down especially when we had to go on different jcs......but we are still rebel.........and surviving even longer than before.....hahax : )
still remember this picture????hahax......simply just crazy.......think we must be mad.... : )
(sidet track......it is hard to blog and post image at the same time.....hahax......)
anyway, most of us will be free after the 28th november and we can finally gather with all 10 members again!!! sO excited......hahax. okie. sounds stopit.hahax.......aniwae i was simply fascinated by the uncountable photos that alvin had....so i am going to post many later on......
these are some photos...... : )
taking veri veri long to load lo...........
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okie.....actualli wanted to post more.....simply because it is taking too much time...... : ) but i believe that we will create nicer memories this HOLIDAYS! hahax........
rebel
take care
smile always
(yX) 2006
Sweet-ed <3
11:11 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
finalli! after much days of waiting, everything is over! at least to mE...it is over le. phew.....
those who are still taking papers must work hard also. jiayou!
hahax. actualli quite glad that finalli finished le. even though i know that all the results will be out onli next year. but b4 anitink arrives, i might as well fully utilise this period. hopefully i will spend this holiday more meaningfully. to learn something? hmmx. but no idea what to learn at all.
hahax. will post a veri long blog tml cox haven been posting a serious blog for long. all this entries look simply veri short and boring.
smile always
take care
(yX)
Sweet-ed <3
11:49 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
yA just 2 more days and everything would be over. all my 12 years of studies would come to this......hahax, sounds a bit exagerating. (aniwae. don't mean to spite ppl who haven end okie......your will also be able to make it de!!!!) hahax. so don worrie.
this 15 days hasn't been easy to live with, not just because of exams but of the immense stress you have to face at home. it doesn't simply mean that one can study once you are right @ home lo. sometimes even if you are at home, u just simply cannot focus. hahax. bUt all tHis havE to endUre. hahax. no choice. hopefulli my last paper will be alright because i obviousli screwed up the 1st part and i am particulalry worried for this subject now. i realise that LUCK simply plays a veri important role in exams. but HARDWORK is obviousli more superior. it seemed the only way to score is to STUDY everything. which is like......hahax.
i will be able to take off all my emotions and stress i face once i end this endurance. and i will be able to take the 1.5 months of holidays to learn how to move on and to re-affirm my stand. hmmx. i am at least glad that i am not in anyway affected much by all this during my exam period, or to put it in another word, i chose not to be. it is sorta hard but i have seriousli put in my veri best. hahax.
for everyone who is still striking hard.
gd luck okie.
hahax.
take care
smile always
(yX)
Sweet-ed <3
8:36 PM
