Monday, November 21, 2005
i cannot imagine why is there ppl who said how much they wished they yearn for an elder brother...
oKie. i am onli referring to my own case here. so no offence.
i realli almost had enough of my brother todae. yes, almost enough. i think he thinks he is the biggest in the famili . he is those kinda of "mu zhong wu ren" type lo. i must admit i realli "pei fu" his filal piety, but "zhi yu" to me, i think having such a brother especially todae is a pain.
he is those who would ask you 100 times the same thing and the questions are always rather silly. for example, when we will in the midst of watching a drama serial, and he have nvr watched before, he will suddenli ask "that XXX is when come out de?" then i will say "Orh..from YYY lo". then he will ask again "From what?" then i will say "from that la". then the 3rd time he ask again, i will answer in a reluctant voice. and what does he say? he will sae why i answer him in such a tone and then what is wrong of him asking me. I almost fainted on the spot with anger. If you cont'd to rebutt with him, it MAKES NO POINT.
yA, that is not the worse ok. todae was horrendously bad. i think he is having a cold or something like that. so he thinks he can put his anger onto other ppl "jian li tong ku zai bie ren de sheng shang" i guess. So, i was using the computer at 920pm. then at about 950pm,
he asked me
"What time are you going to stop using?"
I said "I just started using lei. only 1/2 an hour lo."
obviousli he got nth to say and he kept quiet for 5 seconds.
den he said "you doing homework meh?"
i replied "No. but i cannot use is it?"
(i was obviousli angri because he ALWAYS does not use for homework and he still dare to ask people this ridiculous question.)
den he said "yesterday ni bu shi yong 2 times le lor"
den i was so pissed and said "i onli used ONCE!"
den he kept quiet and at 1001pm, he walked into my room lie down, and asked me to let him USE FIRST. i didn't say anitink cox i was oredi flare up by then. but i wanted to let him use, so i was closing my conversation.
then 5 seconds later, when i was closing my msn,
then he said "ni dao di yao bu yao kei wo yong?"
"you tml got school ar"
"i said no"
then he said "let me use first la! tml i got work lei!"
then i said "I am closing already la" in a totally pissed off voice.
den 3 seconds later, he said "cannot is it. i cannot shout is it?"and kept accusing that i used twice yesterday and he used less than me.
i wanted to punch him that moment. but i know my hands will be rotten to be punch his dirty face. ya. mabi he will strangle me to death. wadsoever. but i don bother.
i HATE ACCUSATIONS.
yesterday, i onli used computer for 1 + hours. and my siblings will saying i used veri long. i was already so angry la! i mean they always use for more than 2 hours, or even 4 hours, and they dare to say me as if they are right. especially my BROTHER. i realli want to SMACK HIM lo.
forget it.
ya, he is always thinking i am a glutton with no fillal piety, i guess.
he always tell me "you don't eat so much ar, must leave some for mother". then i will stare at him. HEY! i noe all that ok. i am not so stopit and bad lo. then i will give him a sickening look and he will say "Like that say also cannot ar?"
and he always say that when i got favour to ask him, i will give him a smile face, so meaning i am a hypocrite. HE IS NOT ANY BETTER. when he got something he wants to know, he will also 3600 degrees attitude chAnge. den if u don answer him, he will then show his true colours.
BUT HE NEVER DOES THAT TO MY SISTER.
i don't know why.
I AM REALLY VERY UNHAPPY ABOUT IT.
but i have been tolerating because i respect him as my brother. now i am thinking why do i have to do so.
<--forget it-->
i noe he is always feeling unfair that thinking that our mother is not treating him good. please, mother is fair to everyone. she scolds everyone if they are wrong. it is just because u infuriate her more. please. can you just be more reasonable??? just like what my grandpa say "ta yue lai yue bu ke yi jie shou bie ren ma ta le".
PRECISELY!
people cannot scold him de lei.
he will always think he is right.
ALWAYS
i wonder how his friends tolerate him
OR mabi he don behave like that with his friends.
please, for jolly well, if he think everyone holds a grudge against him, he is going to be consumed in the society lo! I know he feels inferior sometimes when being compared to Me. but please, CANNOT TAKE JOKES IS IT?
-I REALLY....-
GIVE UP.
smile always
take care
(yX)
