Saturday, January 29, 2005
well..this is the 5th wk of sch terM for terM 1...
how has life been for me?
Fortunately, everything is going well and fineX...my CT friends are nice to me....and they are realli not bad...
ErN..this week is realli tiring foR ~ME~....not physically tiRed, but emotioNally i am getting tiRed...Lectures and Tutorials are okIe, but i realli cannot imagine myself going home right after that, and sleep and eat...w/o going out wif my friends for almost a week...how magical can the power of friends be! hahaX...bUt it is realli upsetting wheN i get to see all of great frienDs having diffeRent time tables and chances are like time To meet is so little or even rAre...foR some, i might not hav met them for 2 wks le....i don't mean my JC friends are no good...they are very Kind and realli a gd grp to make friEnds wif...but as we all knoW, secOndary frIends are reAlli diFFicult to foRget and theY plaY an imporTant roLe in bEing pArt of ur 4 yrs oF liFe...
at leasT, i goT to meet alVin anD rAchel thiS wk and we tAlked lotza of CrAps..and i was realli thankfUl to see 'em agAin...
tiMe is realli goiNG fast (i duNNo whether it is good oR not) buT at leAst, not so Draggy aniMore...i am getting to adapt to JC life but definitely nOt somE of the arroGant ppL deRe who arE always thInking thAt they Are so SmaRt....hahaX....well, like what Mr Amos say, you will get to face the world's reality sooN and i guEss thiS is jUX the beginNing....seconDary life coulD have been ur last tIme wherE u dOn't have to boTher aboUt so mUch on reality...Once u step into JC, U finD that reAlity takEs plAce and everYthing is Not easy...U have to knOw hoW to socialise and at the Same timE, sTudy, pLay, anD get into iT...it is noT easZi realli, and i can't admit it lolx...
well, rigHt now, juX 4 wkS befoRe O level's is gonna be ouT, i sTill hav not deCided my route...Poly? JC? or even NIE? hahaX....at this moment no idea...feeLing realli enouGh....i wanted to give up the 1st 3 mths initially buT i told myself to complete it...and mabi it will tuRn for the betteR (it has already actually) buT..not as gd as Of yeT....hahaX..(contradiction again...)
sO( for thoSe who Know me in ur secoNdary life, i will Nvr forget U de...hahaX :)
Smile alwayS...
(yX)'05